Baby At 17 // completed

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a/n - hey y'all! sorry about not updating a lot. i've been very busy lately. i hope you guys had a very wonderful thanksgiving!! and its Christmas season! FINALLY!! i'm so excited! xoxo 💋
We pulled up to our second meet and greet this week. I looked up from my phone to see my parents as well as Dixie and Noah waiting at the door for me.
y/n - "thanks again for the ride Jay." i smiled at him as we parked
JA - "of course y/n" Jaden smiled opening the door and running around the car
I giggled at him as he opened the door and grabbed Loki off my lap.
I got out of the car and walked with Jaden over to my parents.
H - "hey Jaden, hey y/n!" my mom smiled at us
JA - "hey mrs. d'amelio" Jaden smiled back adjusting Loki on his hip.
y/n - "hey mama" i smiled back hugging her
We all walked into the building that we would be doing the meet and greet in and i took Loki from Jaden. We all walked to our stations.
AFTER THE M&G
After the meet and greet we all headed out to dinner. We invited Jaden which then lead Jaden to invite his friends (SwayLA), who he was with last time except this time we all sat at the same table.
Jaden decided he was going to go pick Sway up to go to dinner, so Dixie, Noah, my mom, my dad, Loki, and I went in the same car and checked us into the restaurant.
We all sat down and decided to text Jaden where he was, and of course Jaden being Jaden got lost and was late.
About 10 minutes later he showed up
JA - "hey guys" he smiled sitting across from me "I got lost" He nervously laughed
I then felt the air shift next to me and the chair creek. I looked beside me and there he was...
Josh.
I awkwardly shifted in my seat, every once in a while glancing beside me at Josh.
I then felt a cold hand on my thigh, i looked down and it was Josh. I sucked in a breath and looked over at him. He didn't look at me but I could see him give a small smirk. I just rolled my eyes and sat there, his hand still on my thigh.
In my heart i seriously do believe i still have feelings for him, and I will always miss him, but in my head i just can't do it.
I was snapped out of my thoughts when Josh spoke up.
J - "Jaden mind if i borrow your phone really quick? mines dead and I was in the middle of texting my manager" Josh spoke loudly as the restaurant and table were filled with different conversations
JA - "sure bud" Jaden nodded his head as he reached in his pocket and handed his phone to Josh
Josh reached across the table, taking his hand off my thigh letting the cold air hit where his hand was making me instantly shiver. As Josh sat back down with Jadens phone i heard a buzz come from his pocket, his phone wasn't dead. Right at that second my phone buzzed. I picked it up and checked the messages.
MESSAGES
Jay 🎸🖤
meet at the bathrooms.
END OF MESSAGES
I looked up at Jadens phone still in Josh's hand, he deleted the text off the phone and excused himself.
After about 5 minutes I got up.
y/n - "i have to use the bathroom. Can you watch Loki, Jaden?" I asked
JA - "yea of course, while your there try to see if Josh fell in" Jaden chuckled
I laughed at his comment and started my walk to the back hallway to the bathrooms.
I walked into the ladies bathroom and looked in the mirror and began fixing my makeup and playing with my hair until i hear the door open. I look over and its Josh.
y/n - "Josh- what are you doing this is the lad-" I started before being cut off by Josh's hand over my mouth.
He looked underneath all the stall doors to check for people before locking the main door to the bathroom, and removing his hand off my mouth.
J - "hi" he huffed out standing behind me so i could see him through the mirror
y/n - "hi?" i questioned and then began fixing my makeup again trying to act unfazed.
J - "I broke up with Nessa" Josh blurted out
I paused what i was doing and put both of my hands on the sides of the sink and looked into the mirror at him behind me.
y/n - "and what would you like me to do about that" I sighed turning to look at him my back against the sink
J - "look y/n, i miss you" he looked down
I was in complete shock but also kind of ticked off
y/n - "you missed me" i scoffed "Josh you left me! and all of a sudden you break up with your girlfriend and im just supposed to take you back?" at this point i was so done with him
y/n - "Josh you meant so much to me and you left me, me and your daughter" I slapped my hands over my mouth instantly realizing what i just said
Josh looked up from the floor and made eye contact with me, complete shock written on his face
J - "s-shes mine?" Josh stuttered
y/n - "this wasnt how i was going to tell you Josh." i paused as tears filled my eyes "but yes, thats your daughter" I let a tear slip.
I broke the eye contact and rushed out of the bathroom and back to the table.

a/n - looks like Josh knows about Loki! sorry again for not updating. but i srsly do need ideas so comment or DM and dont forget to vote! just remember your beautiful and IM SO PROUD OF YOU xoxo 💋