"I'm fine" "This is fine"

Chapter 1

POV: shinso
*Beep Beep Beep* I slam my hand against my alarm clock, I hadn't slept a wink
'crap it's Monday' I thought as I flipped the covers off of me and crawled out of bed.  Not a second later I head my mom scream and a loud  thud coming from downstairs then I heard "NEXT TIME DONT MAKE ME TELL YOU TWICE BITCH" My dad. I went to the bathroom to take a shower. I turned on the water to let it heat up. I took off my close and look at my self in the mirror, I saw a thin boy covered in cuts, scars and bruises
DONT EAT ANYTHING TODAY FATTY
'Ok' I thought as I stepped in to the shower the hot water rushing down my arms and legs stings. As a I sit in the shower I heard loud voices
You so useless
no one would care if you died
you were a mistake
Fatty
Pig
I step out of the shower and dry off I open the medicine cabinet and take out a thin razor and push it against my wrist
1 Cut for being so fat
2 Cuts for being a mistake
3 Cuts for being so useless
4 Cuts
5
6
14
29
36
52
86!
The crimson liquid drips down my arms and spills from my fingertips I check the time 'crap I only have 20 minutes till class starts!!' I quickly grab bandages from the medicine cabinet and wrap my arms and put the razor in my pocket just in case. I rush to put on my uniform and run downstairs I see my mom in the kitchen as I run to the front door " would you like anything to eat dear" she said, still with a bright red handprint on her left cheek and tear stains down her face
"no thanks mom I'm not hungry" I put my shoes on and ran out the door

Time skip at Class
POV: still shinso

The second I stepped through the door I feel all eyes on me the room goes silent as I walk over to my desk I placed my backpack down beside my chair and sit and look at my desk ' Great not this again' I thought. ' villain, weak, useless, kill yourself, nobody would care if you died, fat, faggot' I put my head down on my desk and closed my eyes which was a mistake because I fell asleep and the nightmare started again...

Hey sorry to leave it on a cliffhanger but it's like 3am and I have a social test tomorrow so I got to sleep yeah also if you have any ideas for ships that I could do in a story feel free to comment thx
~Arthur 💖

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