People say you should love life
But how can I when all i feel is pain
I don't know this feeling of peace anymore
Should I fight for peace or is it to late
The question is would I even recognize it or am I to numb
Am I already at the end
People say don't be sad
But how can I be happy when I cry myself to sleep every night
Every day I struggle with myself again
Like in a storm I try to save myself but sometimes i don't see my saving light
The question is would I accept my rescue or do I throw myself into the ocean
I don't know anymore
