Secrecy and twisted lies
Burning up in roaring fires
Left with what was supposedly us
Swimming through blue placid seas
Only to see you with me ?
Relinquishing what was supposed to be us
But I've changed , I've learnt
I've been thaught my lesson
Was loosing you not enough ?
Shall I apologise again ?
Dancing on breaking branches
Was given multiple chances
Never ending circle of misery
I know what it's like not to go with peace
Not to go with peace
Masking behind eclipses
Is a soul who only wishes
To turn all the damage that's been done
A soul who has , a corner so lone
Where guilt has made it's own home
If only one could turn what has been done
But I've changed , I've learnt
I've been taught my lesson
Loosing you was more than enough
I shall apologize again
Dancing on breaking branches
Was given multiple dreadful glances
For lying with such pristine
I know what it's like not to go with peace
Not to go with peace
Even though ,
You despise me now
Maybe my burial would allow
for you to forgive me ?
Not funny , how
only my weaved stories
Are all there is left to write me a eulogy
It pierced your heart
When I kept quite ,
stood like a broken piece of art
When lying in my self-made death bed
On my way to venture hell
Could you please forgive me ?
Let me go with peace ?
( Not to go with peace )
- Saavee Bhatt
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Word count : 248
This is a song I wrote a few months ago capturing the emotions I felt a year ago , I admit it , I've been a sinner in my past life , worse of it all was that I lied , lied to a loved one and my cooked stories eventually left me loveless for a long time there .
I hope you like it
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