𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚎? >A Kurapika x Reader<

Time skip- Trick Tower

>There will be no Tonpa.<

We arrived in Trick tower, I decided to fight first. The man wasn't intimidating at all.
"Hey! Why do I get a little girl!? This is a fight to the death!" The man said.
"Alrighty then. I'm not gonna hold back though!" He said.
He immediately charged at me. I didn't hold back either.

"Protection, On." I said softly.
I was taught a lot of stuff by the Phantom troupe. This was a basic one I learned. My amulet is capable of lots of stuff, but it can be draining. When I command it to, my amulet can protect me. It creates a barrier in front of me. Nobody can break it.

The man charged at me, just to be randomly stopped and got punched to the face.

"Don't hesitate to kill" Those words echoed in my mind. I was always taught that. So I listened.

What followed was a scream of agony.

"If your gonna kill in a fight, Crush them"

"Don't hesitate to make a mess."

Everything paused. Blood splattered everywhere.

I crushed his skull..

Leorio looked shocked, he couldn't move.
Kurapika was shocked as well. He was scared. I didn't want him to be scared of me.
Gon was amazed. He didn't care as much.
Killua wasn't that shocked.

Kurapika began his fight. The man looked ridiculous.

Everything was going good until it wasn't.

He had beat everything out of that guy.. because of the phantom troupe.

Kurapika hates the phantom troupe..?

But why. They're good people..

They said they'd protect me..

They said that they'd get rid of the bad people..

But they're the bad people..?

Flashback
"Oh, do I HAVE to continue doing this training! It's so hard, and draining!" I pouted. I was 12 years old.

"Yes, you have to. If not, you'll loose your powers and become weak!" Scolded Feitan. He was always harsh on me.

"Fineee" I pouted. I continued training. I was supposed to be levitating a bunch of random stuff. That was pretty tiring! I was going at it non-stop for nearly 3 hours! I rarely got breaks.

"MACHI!" I yelled. Machi was like my older sister. She was really fun and we hung out a lot!

I felt safe with them. I loved them all. They were my family.
How could they of done this..?
I feel so..
Hurt.
Why.
That's all I could ask myself.
Why were they so cruel?
I don't think kurapika did anything wrong.. he was so sweet..
Is that why I was never that exposed to the public?
They didn't want me to know.. they were all monsters.
Did they even care for me?
Why do I feel like breaking down.
They said they'd never hurt someone solemnly for their own pleasure..
But then why did they do that to kurapika's clan..
That was so cruel..
I feel so betrayed.
I just want to be trapped in a box forever.

So nobody can lie to me anymore..

I'm so embarrassed I fell for it..

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Before I was able to properly think this through, they already finished and we were supposed to be going over to the room we'll be spending the next 50 hours in. I didn't even want to get up.

"Y/n, is everything okay?" Said a soft voice. It was kurapika.

Why did it have to be him..

I was so hurt, I couldn't hold it in anymore.

I broke.

"Huh!? Y/N! Are you okay!?" He asked confused.
Killua immediately put 2 and 2 together and realized.

"Y/N!" Killua called out. He understood completely.

We made it to the room we'd be spending the next 50 hours in. Great. I'd rather be alone, crying.
I wanted this to all be a horrible nightmare and to wake up soon. But it wasn't.
I was simply in my corner. I looked traumatized. I was overwhelmed.
My amulet started to glow a small shade of violet, not noticeable since I was curled up in a ball, but my eyes were noticeable.
They were a vibrant violet, but the ground wasn't shaking. Nothing was breaking. Nobody was being hurt.

"Hey guys, what's up with y/n?" Asked Leorio.
"I'm not too sure. It's possible it's from what she did in the fight. It was pretty gruesome." Kurapika said.

"No. It's not that. She's a Zoldyck. We were raised to never feel guilty from a kill. From the people who raised her, she would normally be proud.." Killua said.

"Who the hell raised her!?" Asked Leorio, very confused.

"That's a family problem, I don't blame her for how she's acting. She cared for them. I'll go talk to her." He said standing up and walking to me.

He walked over to me.

"How you feeling y/n?" Asked Killua.

"Not that great at all." I mumbled. I was so hurt and confused.

He whispered In my ear.

"If you don't quit this sad act, they'll figure out that you were buddies with the spiders. Imagine how hurt kurapika would be. I'm sure you don't want to loose your first friend. He cares for you, and he's a smart person. He'll figure out soon, so make a lie and move on. We can cry later." He said softly in my ear. He was right.
I didn't want to loose kurapika. He was my first friend, I don't want to be hurt anymore.

I made up a lie saying that I was really homesick and that I was realizing I shouldn't of killed like that in front of them.
They bought it.

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