hisoka x illumi [on the run]

the request

Authors note:
Ok so I started this story like months ago, and when I go back to read my early chapters I'm not happy with what I wrote, I've developed my writing and also improved on my spelling, I now cringe at my old work, but I dont have the time (or energy) to rewrite, so please understand it will get better the farther you get in to the story, but anyways! Enjoy this smut, drama, romance filled story!

》3rd pov《
It was a Saturday morning when the zoldyck household received news of a request to kill the magician hisoka morrow for $1.000.000

The family gathers around the table to discuss who they would be assassinating.

Silva: "so we have a few offers this week our highest being $10.000 for a magician named hisoka morrow."

》illumi pov《
Shock fills my body replacing my empty expression
'HISOKA? no it cant be'
I quickly counsel this shock and put on an emotionless face again.
'Why would someone want hisoka dead? What did he do this time?'

Silva: "illumi."

"Yes father?" Illumi says with an empty expression.

Silva: "we know you and hisoka have a close relationship. We cant let this get in the way of our business so you will be the one assassinating hisoka. You also will get all his money due to your so called marriage, its a great opportunity so dont let us down. Do You understand illumi."

Fear consumed illumis body when his father said his name.
'If i dont kill him.. my family will be so disappointed, ill be an outcast, an embarrassment, ill be severely punished. I cant let that happen, i cant let my relationship with hisoka get in the way of the family business.' Illumi thinks to himself
"Yes father. I will assassinate hisoka morrow."
Illumi says with an expressionless face.

Silva: "Good. Now for the other jobs, milluki...

As the Zoldycks discuss who will be assassinating who, illumi leaves the table in confusion, not knowing if he can actually bring himself to kill hisoka.

Illumi walks in to his room closing the door gently behind him. Tears start to slowly build up in his eyes
"What? Why am i crying? This is so unusual i haven't cried in years, why am i crying.. hisoka.. no in not going to give in to these useless emotions. I will kill him. I am made to kill i have no need for these emotions."
Illumi wipes his tears away but they cant seem to stop flowing out of his eyes.
"Ugh, no stop, why am i still crying. Stop, stop, stop i can and will kill him, and im not going to cry over it."
He then hears a knock at his door still tears coming from his eyes he answers "DONT COME IN, I-im changing"
'Changing? Its the morning i just changed in to these clothes why would i be changing.'

Milluki: "ughhh hurry up illumi i left my harddrive in your room the other day and i need to get it so i can research my bounty."

Illumi cant seem to stop the tears and is starting to panic 'what if milluki sees me like this?! No he cant, he would tell father.'
"Uh alright come in" illumi says hiding his face in to his pillow"

Milluki: "what the hell are you doing illumi? Ugh whatever"

Milluki grabs his harddrive and leaves illumis room.

'Shit what if he asked to see me, what would i have done i cant get these tears to stop, ive concealed my emotions all these years why am i breaking down now.. i just dont understand.
I need to forget about how i feel. Alright how will i kill him and when? Well we arranged to meet up on Tuesday night'

illumi blushes in the thought of seeing hisoka again

'what no stop i need to take this to my advantage, he lets his guard down around me, i just need to get him alone and then. Kil- ehem kill him. Simple as that, he wont expect me. So this shouldn't be to hard...'

*da-ding*
A message. From, hisoka..
{⭐💧}Hello my beautiful illu~, are we still up to meeting this coming Tuesday? <3

{🔪💀} hello hisoka. Yes. Where will we be meeting?

{💧⭐} Now that is a secret my darling~

{🔪💀} Stop with the names. Alright ill come by at your place around 8pm sound good?

{💧⭐} Yes sounds good ;) cant wait to see you again, im looking forward to laying my eyes on your beauty again.

ˢᵉᵉⁿ

'Ugh why does he always call me those names, its not like we are actually together'
illumi blushes and tightens his hand in to a fist.
'Whatever i better prepare my needles and get rest while i wait for Tuesday to come by.