Chapter 1

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A Phanfiction

Confessions

Smut/Fluff

Daniel Howell was doing his usual thing like he did every night. He told Phil goodnight like usual, then went to his room and assumed his browsing postion on his bed for the rest of the night. He decided to browse Tumblr for a good while. He looked at random posts on his dash and laughed quietly to himself, not wanting to wake Phil up. As he was stifiling another laugh over someone having photoshopped his face with his llama hat, he heard a small thump out in the hallway. He perked up and looked towards his door but decided it was nothing. He kept scrolling, mildly entertained by the posts on his dash now.

After a few more minutes of scrolling he finally got bored. He stopped scrolling and wondered what else could there be to do? It was only 1 in the morning. He had plenty of time before going to sleep at 5 A.M. because he didn't have anything to do tomorrow. He groaned, trying to think of something to do when something caught his eye. A phanfiction on his dash. That either rarely happened or it was there all the time. It didn't have a summery but he was very curious. Dan looked at his door suspiciously, hoping and praying to any God that would hear him that Phil did NOT walk in. He usually never looked at the phanfiction the phandom produced but that didn't mean he didn't appreaciate it. He loved the fact that the phandom was so creative. Even if they shipped him and Phil. He didn't mind at all. And never will. But lately he had grown more and more curious about the phanfiction. Of course he had read more than one before. He kind of had to for a few of their videos. And they were all pretty good. Except the Skin Fic. That one kind of freaked him out a bit. So with slight hesitation, he clicked on the link and began reading the fic.

"'Dan slowly got down on his knees in front of Phil, looking up at him with an adorable, yet sexy, look in his eyes. A look of lust.'" Dan read out loud softly to himself, blushing softly. "Oh god..." He groaned out and covered his face with his hands, unable to read anymore after he read a few more lines. He would never do what the phanfic described, right? Right??

Honestly at this point he didn't know. He didn't know how he felt about Phil. He cared about him like a friend should but did he feel more than that? He didn't entirly know. But what he did he know was that this phanfiction he was currently reading made him more flustered than he thought. He wasn't hard or anything. He just felt a little excited reading this without anyone knowing. Like a dirty little secret.

"Dan..?" There was a sudden knock on the door that made almost made Dan jump out of his skin. Not so much of a dirty little secret anymore.

"U-uh... What is it, Phil?" Dan's voice cracked a little like it usually did when he got nervous. Phil opened the door a little and poked his head in, only to see Dan shut his laptop hurriedly and toss it halfway across his bed.

"Um, what are you doing? I went to the bathroom and heard some weird sounds in here. Are you alright?" Phil asked as he stepped into the room, more curious than suspicious. Dan sat on the edge of his bed, trying to hide his blush.

"I wasn't doing anything in particular. I'm fine." Dan lied and looked down. Phil immidiately got concerned.

"Were you pacing the room and thinking about death again?" Phil asked and walked into the room and sat on his bed. Dan looked up at him.

"No! I was just on tumblr and...um I just saw this post and it got me thinking.." Dan said softly, looking away from Phil's blue eyes.

"What was it about? Can I see?" Phil reached for Dan's laptop and Dan grabbed the laptop away from him faster than he thought.

"N-no! I mean..um..it's kind of inappropriate." Dan said, hoping Phil would leave it alone. But Phil was too curious now.

"Dan, I'm older than you. I'm pretty sure I can handle it." Phil said and grabbed the laptop from him. Dan protested more.

"B-but it's bad. Really bad. Porn bad." Dan said. He wasn't exactly lying. Phil just rolled his eyes and continued to open the laptop. His eyes widened slightly as he saw what Dan had been reading. He read where Dan was at and got a huge blush on his face.

"Oh God, Dan." Phil said and looked at him, handing him his laptop back. A look of horror on his face.

"I-I'm sorry, okay! I was curious and I couldn't help it." Dan said almost frantically as he closed his laptop again and set it far away from him. That's when he heard the laughter. Phil started laughing, well, giggling more like it.

"Dan, calm down. It's fine. I understand." Phil said and smiled sweetly. Dan was really confused for a second until Phil grabbed his hand gently and pulled him back to the bed and sat him down.

"What do you mean you understand?" Dan asked and his cheeks turn a slight shade of red.

"I mean I understand why you're curious. I got curious too." Phil admitted and he leaned in suddenly and kissed Dan sweetly. It was just a peck on the lips. Nothing more. Though Dan's eyes were wide as he stared at Phil for a second, trying to comprehend what just happened. Phil felt like he screwed up as soon as he did that because Dan didn't respond to it right away.

"Dan? Are you alright?" Phil asked and blushed hard, trying to think of ways to apologize when his thoughts were interrupted by a pair of lips on his own. He let out a small gasp and kissed Dan back, wrapping his arms around his waist to pull him closer. It was an amazing feeling for both of them.

Dan was the first to pull away. He looked into Phil's wide blue eyes and blushed furiously. Phil wasn't sure how to react other than to hold him closer. Dan smiled and nudged his shoulder gently.

"Dan, I've had feelings for you for a while now but I didn't want to say anyting to make things awkward between us if you didn't feel the same." Phil said softly and he kissed him softly again. Dan felt really warm and something else. He felt content. Happy almost. They kissed more and more, almost not getting enough with each kiss. It soon turned heated.

Dan was the first to bite down on Phil's bottom lip, causing a small gasp of surprise from the older male. Phil let out a small moan and reached up, carassing Dan's face before reaching back and tangling his fingers in his brown locks. Dan pulled away slightly to lick at Phil's bottom lip, begging him for entrance. Phil opened his mouth for him willingly.

Phil felt the younger male's tongue enter his mouth and start to ravish him. It was like Dan couldn't get enough of Phil. The older man blushed harder than he thought possible as he forced a moan back, whimpering softly as Dan dominated the kiss. Dan felt the intense frustration he had for Phil come out all at once and he got kind of aggressive with it. He let out a small growl as he ravaged Phil's mouth with his tongue. He tasted so sweet. He couldn't help himself.

Phil found himself liking the slightly rough treatment. When Dan pulled away and pushed the older man down on the bed, straddled him and kissed him again, Phil thought he was dreaming.

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Well guys, what do you think? Part two coming soon. I just want to see what you guys think of the first part before I post the second part. Honestly I'm awfully rusty at writing fanfiction. But wish me luck on part too if you think I should do a part two.

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