α ghσulѕ jσurnч [ jσurnαl 2]

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So im gonna start counting over but like i dont know i hope you can understand what that means lol. Yeah niw im being confusing sorry. Anyways on to some results.

So lately every time i try to shuft to my desired reality my ukaku and bikaku area hurts. Like a lot and i dont know how to describe the feeling. I also have been having weird pains in my eyes every time i think about my kakugan i feel this pain in the front of my head and my eyes. So i think im close.

I dont feel the need to prove im a ghoul anymore if you get what that means. It just feels more natural to refer to myself as a ghoul and less as a person so i feel like thats giid enough to put in this entry.

I also have been lossing my appatite recently for basically everything in my kitchen and i dont have a clue why. But i feel like its results.

My strength has defanitly gone up since i last posted because niw i can slightly pick up my 10 year old sibling with only on arm. And its easier for me to carry things. I also really love to race more than usual. Thats about it for today so yeah have a good evening my rays of sunshine＼(^ω^＼)