α ghσulѕ jσurnч [ jσurnαl 2]

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1/24/21

Hi, so I'm gonna update this chapter for a week and see how this goes. I hope I can stay focused on this schedule. Anyways on with the update. Recently today my eyes were so irritated and itchy. I rubbed them a lot, they low-key felt like they were burning and my veins were roasting. My back and in between my shoulders have been very sore and kind of heavy lately. It feels so heavy yet light at the same time it's kind of hard to explain so I hope you understand. I have been very hungry lately though human food still tastes good to me it seems less appetizing than some beef or some other types of meat. My sent is improved and My energy is starting to come back to me so that's good though it gets worn out easily. I have been listening to my subliminal more fluently now because I was being kinda distant from them for a while but now I think I'm back on track. I hope all of you have a great day my rays of sunshine ^w^

1/25/21

Sup y'all, how have you been? I hope you're well. My eyes have been irritated more than usual, sometimes less than others but they are always irritated somehow. Coffee is always something I crave whenever I get super hungry or when I want a snack. I have also been craving for some flesh and I just gotta say it's hard to not think about it. My lower back and shoulder/neck area has been very sore as of recent. It consistently feels like something is pushing at my back and shoulders, or like an immensely tight muscle cramp. My smell is pretty good though I have not really been paying a lot of mind to my sense of smell. Another thing that I have seen a lot of is angel numbers like 111, 333, 1111, 1313, and a couple of others. Tell me what you think it means. As for my life school is a little harder and I can't focus too well, which I'm trying to get better at. Tell me how you guys are I would like to know what everyone is up too since I'm kinda bored and really wanna make new friends. have a good night my rays of sunshine ^w^

1/26/21

My back is killing me, in between my shoulders feel like its being weighed down by a truck or like it's being pushed on and it's so fucking painful.  

1/28/21

So like my back keeps feeling like something is there it's so weeiiirrddd. Also food taste kinda nasty 🤢🤢

1/29/21

Ok so like I am sitting down and all of a sudden I just felt something stab at my ass. I checked to make sure it wasn't just a tack or a crumb or something but there is nothing there. I don't know if that counts as results though. My sense of smell has gotten really good actually, I'm a little hungry no though because I thought I smelt root beer and vanilla and I don't know what to do so uh help. My back keeps feeling like something is pushing on it or like random pulsing feelings ad it's uncomfy but it's not, It's kinda hard to describe. I have made some new friends and EVVEEENNNNNNN a new bestie xD. 

p.s. if you are reading this you are BEUTUTIFFUULLLLLLLL