Wondering And Scared

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I'm scared if I leave she'll go manic
Scared if I leave she'll start to cry and panic.
Scared if I stay they all get hurt at the same time
Scared if I stay then we'll be sitting there like lemons and limes.

Wondering where the time goes
Wondering when I'll let go
Wondering when I'll feel better
When I don't hide in a sweater.

I'm wondering, and I'm scared of everything.
I'm wondering and I'm scared of anything.
But no one knows, cause I hide
Yeah I hide it all inside

Of my heart, and my head
Sometimes I wonder, how I get out of bed
Cause its so hard, sitting in silence
While the thoughts in my head are violent

No one ever sees it and when they do,
They go away and say, 'that's on you'

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