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I Hate Him

Monique's POV

The night I had with Terrell was absolutely amazing. I did things with him, I never thought I'd do in life. I never thought I would ever have the courage to do everything I held inside of me, but with him, all my inner freak came out and I wasn't nervous at all. It was like I've been doing these things and I was a pro at it. I guess I never showed Omar whazzup, because he didn't deserve all of me until he started straightening up.

I'm getting ready to see my puddin in a few hours. Everyone keeps saying it's a boy, but I think it's a girl. I got up out of my bed, then proceeded to the bathroom to get ready for the day. I ran my shower water so it can get the right temperature, while I'm brushing my teeth and washing my face. I plugged in my hair dryer and my flat iron so they can be nice and hot for when I get out my shower. My blow dryer is really just a heated hairbrush that straightens my hair as it gets dry, and I have my flat iron so I can bump my ends underneath to have that bounce. I have very soft curly hair and I have to do this regimen every morning to maintain the straightness. I am of Creole descent; my grandfather is also half white, so I have to really work with my hair. After brushing my teeth, and applying my face cleanser, I stepped inside the tub to have my shower. The water was so calming as it flowed down my body, relaxing my limbs and calming my senses. I applied some Dove's body wash all over my loofah and proceeded to lather myself all over my body. Damn hormones got me thinking about Terrell's big strong hands all over my naked body, and I couldn't help myself from not exploring that thought. I began rubbing the loofah slow and seductively imagining he was behind me lifting my breast up and cleaning underneath. I then proceeded to move the loofah downward, and instead of actually cleaning, I took the opportunity to envision him staring her down face to face and washing her slowly followed by a finger pleasure, caressing her while getting her nice and fresh. I can see him spreading her apart, kissing her and licking her after the soap has been rinsed off. I can imagine me holding on for dear life as he holds my clit in his teeth, sucking and licking uncontrollably as the colostrum began seeping out because I'm so aroused at this point. I gotta get out this shower, before I end up missing my appointment.

Sia and I arrived at the doctor's office and Omar's mom and sister were already there. Della has been encouraging me ever since the first time Omar cheated on me to leave him alone, but I didn't want to because I loved him. Now since I'm kickin it with Terrell I had to let her know so they'll be no surprises when she comes around and Terrell is there. Omar doesn't mean me no bit of good so I finally decided, although it hurts like hell, that I'm gonna end my decade long relationship with my first love, and be with Terrell. I'm gonna let our relationship grow and flourish into something beautiful. I already spoke with Della about the situation and she was ecstatic to learn I had finally moved on from her son. Strange, huh. Although she had given me her blessing to move on, I still was reluctant to come near her.

   My doctor's appointment went very well, although I did have a altercation with Candice, Terrell's babies mother. Her doctor just so happens to be mine, so being as though she's almost complete in her pregnancy, it wasn't unlikely she'd be here as well with Terrell. Seeing them together didn't bother me one bit, because I knew he would be with her at the doctor's office. I didn't expect him to make my status known to her like he did though. When he pulled me to him and met our lips together, my body burst out into flames. His kiss ignited the fire within, and all I wanted to do was take him into the office bathroom, but my considerate side took over and remained unselfish for the other patients that relied on the bathroom. We sat side by side in the waiting area until it was time for he and Candice to be called to the back. The second he left to go with her to the exam room, my emotions started running amuck. Oh, how I wished he was going in for my appointment as well, but hey wishful thinking. I do have an ample amount of support for this day, and I couldn't be more grateful. My child's godparents, aunt, and grandmother, what more can I ask for? Finally, my doctor entered the room. I swear, this woman exudes perfection. When I make it to sixty, I hope I possess good bones like this woman. She's about 5'5, caramel complexion, slim thick, with the most mysterious eyes I have ever seen. She's also Creole as well, so she's been teaching me some words. She's also the grandmother of my old classmates, so I'm practically family.