FRIEND OR FOE???

Rituals- playing with feelings of bride

Diya's pov

In my house the wedding preparations are almost done. My parents seems to be the happiest person on the earth...I am finding my happiness in theirs because I knos my RELATIONSHIP with my soon to be hubby aka jai will not be good.

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Todays my sangeet and jai is also coming...my sisters has prepared various songs.. my cousion nishu n navi are performing on the song...vah vah ram ji frm the movie Hum aapke hai kaun...later various performances by jai's cousins n mine cousions...

There was a special performance by my mom n papa on the song - o meri zohrazabi...I am mesmerized by all this.

Suddenly my bro announced minw and jai couple dance...if I dont know every thing about..DEVIL then its best  movement but now I am doing it only for my parents happiness as they want to see me happy. Jai has moved his hands on bare waist as I had wore saree...I am cursing myself now for choosing this dress...what a condition I am in.my hubby is so close to me n I am not appreciating it....because I know soneone else is in his HEART...

  We are dancing on the rom track bakhuda frm movie kismat konnection...

I am not interested to see In his eyes aa I know I will melt away when I will see it..then suddenly jai placed his finger under my chin so that I can see in eyes.....what I saw made me shocked.... I SAW PURE LOVE IN HIS EYES....but then I remembered about his girlfriend so I immediately aaked him " how is she...Can't you tell me her name huh?" His body become stiffened and he hold me more tightly I dont know why but I hugged him....yeah I huggged DEVIL in front of everyone. ..and when I came back to my senses....I blushed...for the first time in my life...and I ran from there...everyone was grinning and I frlt like idiot for hugging THE DEVIL...

    Later in the room I cried very much for the wrong thing I had done....I don't want but...YES I AM FALLING FOR HIM...

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Haldi...

Today I am getting haldi on my face arms foot....I am feeling like fool because I know this all is not Real...but I have to do it..I tried to make fake smiles so that no one can know about my internal feelings especially mummmy as she can read me as an open book but as she is busy in my marriage preparations so I am safe....

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Mehndi

I am getting mehndi on my arms forearms legs n foot (media)...jai's name is written on hand besides my ring...its belief that the darkness of color of mehndi reflects how much hubby loves his wife.....I got darkest color of mehndi but I know I will not get any place...even for hatered in his heart...nowadays I had become tragedy queen as I am crying on small small matters to hide the big matter...the SADNESS

I CAN'T LOVE U

U ARE OF SOMEONE ELSE'S

BUT IN FRONT OF GOD

I AM GOING TO BE URS

THIS IS MY DESTINY

THIS IS MY FATE

BUT I AM IN LOVE WITH U

WHICH I HATE..

WHICH I HATE....

HLW EVERYONE

HOW ARE U ALL...THANXX FOR 800 ABOVE READS

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~Paul