Losing Control

"Where is the bag with toiletries?"

You hear her voice always so soft talking to Alirio, you don't focus on what he answers, but instead you go in the SUV, your brain isn't fully believing that your nightmare with your mom may have ended. Your brain is awaken by the sound of her door closing, you aren't a particularly religious person but you're so thankful to God for this day, her having found you a house to stay at least a couple more days around her, your mom being safe, you look at her and your brain tries to understand how can she be so beautiful.

"Vale, thank you for the house" you say and that still doesn't seem like enough for you.

"No, there is no need for you to thank me" her voice is barely a whisper "I also did it for me, I wanted you close"

You can't help to smile at her

"But you know we can't stay there forever, right?" You hate the thought of being away from her, but you know your mother.

"Maybe you can? She loved the house, did you see how emotional she got?"

You want to laugh at her, the way she sees the world still amazes you, but the reality is a different thing.

"No Val, when she recovers she will want to leave the city" her face falls and you want to kick the person that made her upset even if it's you.

"Don't be like that" You beg because there is nothing that you hate more than seeing her sad.

"I suppose I rather have you far but safe"

Your lips automatically turn into a smile, how can this sweet and caring woman like you?

"It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me"

And there, the weight of her words that describe how you feel so perfectly, you don't know what to say back, you just want to scream and beg to the world to let you try and see where this amazing feeling is going, the only thing you can do is kiss her. You can't even lie to yourself anymore, you are desperate to kiss her again, your first kiss with her was like a breath of fresh air when the world was collapsing but your mind was so busy that you couldn't really focus, this time? This time you're complete aware of her soft lips wrapping against yours.

You wouldn't be able to stop your body from moaning softly even if you wanted to, her breath feels hot against your skin and you try hard to stay focused on the moment instead of jumping to the clouds that are clearly calling your name. Your lips separate for what it feels like an eternity, you are expecting her soft and dreamy blue eyes looking at you when you look up but instead you are met with her eyes bearing into your soul, the blue a shade darker and suddenly you feel like a dog left in the car, everything around you feel hot, including yourself.

Something shifts inside of you and there is a part of your brain that is freaking out, this is supposed to be your second kiss in life, you aren't supposed to feel this much this fast, your lips meet again, this time harder, her hands seem to be everywhere at once, pulling you by your jacket, her lips moving faster against yours, when you feel her tongue asking for entrance your brain shuts off, suddenly nothing else matters in the world but her tongue dancing with yours, you can feel that she is removing your jacket and you make no effort to stop her, this is escalating quickly but you can't find strength to stop it from happening.

You let go of her mouth and press your lips against her neck, something that you've been wanting to do for ages now, she moans softly in your ear and God, you need to hear that again, in the back of your head there is a voice screaming at you telling you that you two are in a parking lot and that Alirio is most likely coming back now, but you ignore it, instead you focus on licking from the base of her neck to her earlobe and she grabs your hips, her breath coming out in soft puffs and she dragges you to straddle her. The whole atmosphere feels erotic to you and that only makes the wetness that you can easily feel, to increase.

Her lips search for yours again and you happily comply, her hands still grabbing your hips while your tongues battle for a dominance that none of you really care about having, you put your hand on the back of her neck and intertwine your fingers on her hair, she pulls you slightly closer and the feeling of shock that goes to your center makes you pull her hair a bit her head falls back in the seat and she whispers

"fuck juls"

that's it, that's the best sound you ever heard coming out of her mouth and you want to hear it again everyday of your life.

"you are driving me crazy"

you tell her with your voice deep and you scare yourself with the intensity you two are looking to each other She opens her mouth to agree with you but you can't resist it, you bite her lower lip and her hands go under your shirt on your back, you want to tell her that she can touch anything she wants, that your body is hers, but the feeling of her sucking on your tongue is more than enough to cloud your thoughts

Like she's is reading your mind her hands go to your abs, she stops below your breast asking for permission, you stop kissing her and look at her, her lips swollen and hair messy, her eyes darker than you ever saw, feeling brave you put your hands on top of hers and guide them to you bra-covered breasts, you watch and she stops breathing and stares at you, you let go of her hands, letting her decide her next move, neither of you are breathing properly, when she looks deep into your eyes and squeezes your breasts softly you think like you could die right now and everything would have been worth it, you can't hold it back

"fuck val, do it again"

The face that she makes is better than anything you ever wanted, she squeezes you again and you let your body fall on her so your lips can connect again, you start moving your hips automatically, she moans in between the kiss but doesn't stop kissing you, her hands are everywhere now, your ass, your breasts, your back, you are so high on the sensations that you can't fully tell where her hands are, but you don't care, it's Val, she can do whatever with you body and you would thank her for it, you try to reciprocate the favor by running your hands on everywhere you can reach, you can feel a tension in your lower belly, she kisses your neck leaving small bites in between and you want to scream her name in return, there is nothing preparing you for what she says next

"if you keep grinding on me I'm gonna cum"

if anyone could orgasm just from words you would have done that right there, you want to tell her that maybe that is what you want, to watch her coming for you like there is no tomorrow, you give her a long kiss fully decided to make that happen, your cold shower comes in the form of the sound of the keys opening the car, you jump out of her not being able to fully catch your breath, she is almost laying in the seat now, hair messy and shirt rolled higher almost showing her bra.

Alirio's voice fill the small space of the car

"Are we going to Tiberio and Silvina's house?"

She tries to calm her breath before answering

"Yes, but we are going to make a stop first."

You two look at each other and laugh, she offers you her hands and you of course takes it, in the back your mind you wish that stop was a hotel so you two could finish what you started, but you know that you need to sit down and talk, now the only issue is looking at her and not wanting to jump on her again, you touch your lips again, remembering the feeling of her tongue, you shiver and when you look to her she's already looking to you with a smile.

Alirio starts the car and you're working hard on keep breathing, maybe your mom will decide to leave town, but you sincerely hope that there enough space in this world for you two to live this romance.

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