Have you ever had a fear of not achieving something that you have been longing to reach for a very long time? The sense of failure in the process of stretching for it. A feeling of failure is worse when you have not even started working for it yet. But it is the worst when the wheel's already turning, and you feel a sense of defeat during the journey. It is a lot harder to stop the engine and go back to the starting point with a different path.
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