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"H-hey w-wait.. We c-can talk about t-this right?! " Kageyama put his hands up slowly trying to back away. "NO! YOUR RUINED EVERYTHING! I was never loved... I never felt loved.. Tsuki gave me that love.. YOU STOLE IT ALL! I don't care if I don't get tsuki after this.. I want revenge.. That starts with YOU! " Yamaguchi then was about to pull the trigger when oikawa pushed kageyama out the way.*Gun Shot noises* *Gun shot noises*
Oikawa was laying on the ground with 2 bullet wounds. Oikawa was laying on his back with a bullet hole in his spine and the back of his bad knee. "I'm.. Sorry... " Oikawa said muffled. "No.. No.. NO, IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME! " Kageyama pulled oikawa in a tight hug trying to put pressure on the wound so he doesn't bleed out.
Kageyama was a crying mess. He looked up to oikawa a lot, even though he didn't show it he still did. He didn't know what he would do without him. "Tell... I-iwa-chan.. I.. L-love.. Hi-" Oikawa choked on his own blood. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME OIKAWA! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ANYONE! STAY... stay with me.. " Kageyama pulled oikawa closer.
"Heh.. At least I got one of you. " Yamaguchi said putting the gun on the floor. Terushima looked outside to see multiple cop cars and ambulances. There was a helicopter coming to the building. "We're as good as done. " Terushima knew they weren't getting out of there without getting arrested.
Kageyamas had heard police officers going through the building and going up the steps. One of the officers busted through the door. "Put up your arms you 3." The officer said pointing a gun at them.
Kageyama was a crying mess. Another officer came in with a towel and put it around kageyama and walked him out. Tsukishma went up to kageyama giving him a hug. "I-i... He's gone... " Kageyama said in a slight whisper that was slightly muffled with his crying. "No... I'm so sorry babe... " Tsukishma tightened the hug. Iwaizumi went up to kageyama. "Where is he-... ?!! " Iwaizumi looked at the door and paramedics came out with a strecher.
He knew oikawa was dead because there was a blanket over his head. (Idk what it's called where if your pronounced dead at the seen they put something over you as a respect or something) iwaizumi broke into tears. "He said he loved you... " Kageyama said looking at iwaizumi.
Kageyama looked at tsukishma, tsukishma nodded knowing kageyama wanted to hug iwaizumi. Tsukishma nodded and kageyama gave iwaizumi a hug. "I'm sorry... " Kageyama said crying with iwaizumi. "I can't.. I can't believe he's gone..." Tears rolled down iwaizumi's face like a waterfall.
No one has seen iwaizumi break down like that or even cry, not even oikawa. That hurt kageyama even more and everyone else looking at iwaizumi like that. Iwaizumi's never let anyone see him vulnerable. I mean who could blame him? His childhood best friend, his boyfriend, his everything was just shot twice and died... No one could keep a straight face hearing that.
Kenma also came out unconscious (I also forgot to mention hinata put a cloth over kenmas mouth that made him pass out). Kenma was also carried out with a strecher taken to the hospital for further inspection.
Kuroo went with kenma to the hospital so you won't see the 2 a lot. Hanami was already taken to the hospital before anyone. She was in critical condition and wouldn't be sent out for a couple weeks.
After that traumatic day no one was the same. Every team, everyone oikawa knew which was a lot, his family, his friends, iwaizumi, literally everyone came to his funeral. No one could stop crying, no one in that funeral home could say they didn't cry. Iwaizumi was there most hurt and broken though. He couldn't even go to school or practice for weeks.
When he did get back though, you could tell he was broken. He was depressed. He couldn't even bring himself to put on a smile. He missed oikawa so, so, so much. He wanted to at least say goodbye, to say he loved him for the last time. To speak to him in his final moments. *I guess not everything is 'picture perfect'* Iwaizumi thought crying in his bed.
It would be months almost a year until iwaizumi could accept the fact oikawa is gone. He's not coming back, he's not gonna he there to text him 'good morning!' Or 'goodnight!'. He's not gonna be there at practice. He's not gonna be there to walk home with him. He's not gonna be there to hangout or to talk to. He's not ever gonna be there for anything. He's never coming back. He's never, ever, gonna be there, and that kills I was even more every single day.
Iwaizumi accepted the fact that he can't greave any more. He has to pull it together, not just for himself. But for everybody, for oikawa. He knew oikawa wouldn't want him to see him cry, he wants him to smile, to be happy, to move on. Iwaizumi finally started working on himself.
He got a job, he got a knew house, he stayed in school, he got good grades, he stayed in contact with everyone. But.. Even though he seemed alright, he wasn't. He was hurting so much.
"Take him to the moon" Iwaizumi said looking up at the sky with tears in his eyes while smiling. "You already did" Oikawa said in a place where he felt at peace while looking down at I was with a bright smile. "I'll see you again, for now. Never let me go, ok? " Oikawa said with a tear rolling down his face.
Iwaizumi looked around, it was the place him and oikawa would always go as kids and even now. It was a field of flowers and big Tree that him and oikawa would climb up on and look at the stars and make constellations. "I'll always remember you. Always be by my side. I'll never let you go. " Iwaizumi wiped a tear as he looked up at the sky. It was cloudless with a bright moon and stars. He laid against the tree wiping his tear.
He knew oikawa was finally at peace. He wasn't in pain. He wasn't stressed. He wasn't worryingly about everything. He was happy. He was alright. That made iwaizumi smile. He wanted nothing more than for his boyfriend to be happy, and he was. He was happy in another world, dimension, whatever it may be. He was happy. Iwaizumi couldn't live with regret, it's crazy how you love someone so much. That by the time they leave, in this case forever. You start to forget how much you really need them until there gone. When there gone, you lose yourself, you lose an important piece of your heart than can never be filled. There's a hole, that hole will never be filled. That hole can be so big it hurts.
It hurts a lot, but with enough strength you can push through the pain. The pain heals sometimes, sometimes it's there. But it's a reminder that the person you love is in w better place. That's what can help you move on. That's what can help you as a person become stronger. Pain only last awhile, it can last forever if you let it. Your feelings are valid. When you can acknowledge that, and except that. That's when you can move on. Living with guilt, and sadness only makes the pain worse. Iwaizumi didn't let it, iwaizumi didn't let that pain eat him away from the inside out. He persevered. Now that is what I call strength.
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Pain only last awhile, it can last longer or even forever if you let it. Your feelings are valid, don't let someone tell you otherwise. Acknowledge that your sad (if you are). When you can do that, you can get better. Don't give up.
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Ok.. It's the end. It finally over.. I actually cried a lot writing this. I hope you enjoyed this book. I hope you enjoyed the emotional rollercoaster. I hoped you liked this chapter just as much as I did. This is the end ❤...
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