HIS REGRET | VEDANSH'S STORY | [LOVELESS SERIES #2]

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"Tujhe sochta hai jo..."

VEDANSH'S POV

As she left my cabin, I called Aarav and he gave me a spare shirt.

I know I trouble her because she needs punishment for her deeds.

My thoughts began to roam around the incident which took place in the morning, my Mom.

I wanted to meet everyone, Mom, Dad, Viransh and my little nephew, Vivansh.

But today, the way Mom ignored me, was making me more helpless.

I'm just living my life, without love of my family, now I can feel the loneliness of those who don't have parents or family.

Now I can feel the pain of Viransh, and now I can understand why he loves us so much, he don't want anyone to leave him.

But after all what I did, can never be forgotten.

I went to him four years ago, and when I saw what he did with Aashvi and his own son, I was angry, but it's not his fault, it was always my fault and Mom was right about me, I turned a generous person into monster.

I ruffled my hair in anger, I'm not angry about the deal that I lost, but I was angry on myself, it's my fault that I lost this damn deal.

My parents' hatred for me is justified. I deserve this.

I deserve every pain in my life. When that day Aashvi asked me about Viransh, I never had thought that Viransh is adopted.

My parents had told me that he lives with my grandfather and when our grandfather died, they took him with us.

I never questioned them again on this topic, it's not like I don't love him as my brother, but I always asked too much from him, I thought why not to use him.

Then that day, I realised that, my parents had lied to me and Viransh too did that, I was guilty.

And that's why I told Aashvi to tell him about us, but I think it was too late, because he already knew about us.

The thought itself disgust me.

I broke everyone in the family, I played with Aashvi's emotions and backstabbed my brother and Parents.

"May I come in sir?" I was in my thoughts, when I heard a soft voice.

I looked up and found her, standing there, the same stupid and clumsy girl, uhhh... what's her name?

I don't even know her name.

"Sir here is your shirt." She said and put the shirt on the table.

I took a good look at the shirt which she had bought, and I must say, it's amazing.

"Well, I don't want this shirt now, as you can see that I had already changed into another one, but as you had worked so hard, you can leave this shirt here. Now go back to work, enough of your enjoyment, that you did while roaming in the market." I said the last part quite loud, I know I was the one who told her to buy me a shirt, but I don't care.

She bought this shirt so soon, because if not I had planned another punishment for her. Dammit.

She left my cabin, looking confused, I engrossed myself into my work.

I again called her, and told her as now she is my PA, so she has to work for 9 hours daily except Sundays, but it's all upto me, if I want her to work on sundays, or not.

I was reading some files when Aarav entered in my cabin.

"Here is the file I have read already and you should too read before signing." He said in an emotionless tone.