And then you were just gone...

shoutouts to you!

I'm so fucking mad at you, for leaving me. you should of been here! you really should have. this isn't ok, you shouldn't have killed yourself, you killed me too, you took my happiness, you took everyone's happiness. it's to much now. I'm done, just like you were done. but this isn't your fault that you needed your own happiness, it's mine! I should have made you happy, God damn it!

nine months is a hell of a fucking long time to miss someone, I'm sorry I wasn't here for you. I really am fucking sorry, I should have been here, you needed someone, you needed to talk to someone, you needed me! and I wasn't here.. this is my fault and I will never forgive myself for you doing this. but maybe, just maybe when I am with you again, you'll forgive me again? 😪

I'm so fucking sorry Zo, I love you but, and I'm coming.