What Becomes of Us - Taekook

Crystal Snow

Tae P.O.V

"Fuck Im kissing you..dont stop me." I just jump on top of his lap and surprisingly, he grabs my asscheek and pull me closer to his crotch. "Then kiss me." I feel hard for him. The desire is very overwhelming. I lick his mole under his bottom lip...that is fucking sexy...so stimulating. Slowly licking his full lip and I hear him moan. Biting his lower lip gently, he is not having it. He pull my head towards him as our lips press. I defiantly push his hand from the back of my head. I withdraw myself from kissing his lips and attack his neck with another god damn mole as I suck the life out of it...leaving a fresh hickey. His hands now find their way to the inside of my shirt, stroking my back with his warm hands. I feel harder now and hotter. Now with his tongue in my mouth, I suck on it lightly making him tingles. Heavy breathing is heard and I can feel that he wants me now. He is not getting me. I am getting him. I roll over to the side and smirk at him. "Loose the pants..sit on me." He stares at me and hesitates. I pull down my pants to my knees and my sweater just barely covers my hard dick. "You hear me...lose the pants and come to me." I slap my own lap signalling him to sit on my lap. He keeps on staring and I am not going to beg him. So I am about to pull up my pants, he stops me. He removes his pants and underwear, exposing his big hard cock, standing at attention. Instead of going on top of me, he goes on his knees and pull away my pants. "I want to taste you..." He flicks my sweater's tip and begins to indulge me. He suck me so hard, so vigorously.. so needy. That climax o meter goes from one to hundred in a matter of minutes as I burst into his hot mouth. He spit it out all over my length and then quickly he sit on my crotch wetting his ass. "Im fucking want you." The cum is all over his ass crack and that makes it easier for me to enter his behind. "I will be careful.." I guide my cock and teasingly presses against his hole. He too try to go down a little to make me gain entry. I kiss him and tenderly he kisses me back. Feeling his hole, still wet..I push my finger in him and another. Now he is responding to my touch and it is now easier to penetrate. Slowly, my cock slides into his anus and Jk moans into my ear. "Baby..ahh..you fucking good. Fuck me faster." As he grind on my rock solid cock, I am in euphoria. That moan of him is turning me on..I did not know that a man's moan can gives me the high. As I guide his ass cheeks going up and down, his hard cock slides on my body. As his body releases his juice all over my stomach. I know I am going to explode...all my hot juice once again flooded in him and he cum on me at the same time. As I gently remove my penis, my cum flows out messing my leather sofa. He wants to get off me but I refuse to let him go. "Hug me like this for a while, please.." He hugs me wholeheartedly, kissing my hair. "I think I fell for you." I cannot even move a limb the moment he confessed to me. Falling in love is way out of our league. As frozen as a crystal snow, I know we have gone too far.

Jk P.O.V

Letting him fuck me like this says a lot about how I feel about him. Is this just lust or just plain horny or tempted to try new things. But I believe it is more than that. No woman can touch me like this, what more a man. My heart is telling me something. That he had already captured my heart and at this moment, I tell it straight to his face. While hugging him in all the mess, I confesses. "I think I fell for you." I can feel his body paused and only breathing is heard. I loosen my grip and look at his face. Expressionless. I must have make him feel uncomfortable and I know very well I should not make him feel the way he is feeling right now. Dilemma, numb and regret. I slowly stand up and walk to the guest room. Closing the door behind me, I curse to myself. Great Jk..make him crazy like this. You should fucking shut your mouth. He is going to marry her fiancee and here I am confessing my love to him. Great work Jk..fucking great job. Closing my eyes as the warm water hit my face, I begin to wonder what it will be like having him as my partner. Such ethereal creature, very unique, bubbly, happy, loving and carefree yet intellectual and emotionally engaged. Missy really lucky to have him and I am just snacking on him while you were gone. I intentionally left my door unlock but seems he is not interested to surprise me anymore. Must be my words. Lying on the bed, I start to reply to the messages on my phone and checking my emails. Checking on the news that they will extend the road closure for the next few days but convenience store will be open from tomorrow for limited essentials. I guess I am here to stay for the next few days and I am hoping that we can sort our feelings by then. Feeling bored, I decide to check on him. He is nowhere to be found outside and his bedroom door is closed. I guess I should not disturb him. I head to the kitchen and see what I can make out for our early dinner. Suddenly, I hear his voice. "What are you doing here? You want me to get you a drink?" I glance at him and reply. "Looking what to cook for dinner. I see nice cut steak and spaghetti..lets do that for dinner ya?" He did not reply. He is at the sink, staring into space. I slowly stand beside him and put my hand over his. "Tae...are you ok?" He lovingly look at me and nods his head. "Im sorry.. I should not say such a thing. I didnt think..." He place his finger on my lips to hush me. "Jk..can I ask you for a favour?" I simply said. "Anything..just let me know whats in your head." He licks his lips and said. "Can we just try to go with the flow so that when we go back to our normal routine, we can see if all this are just a one off thing or something else. Put aside my status and ego..we focus on us sincerely and honestly. Shall we do that?" I am puzzle by his request but I am curious too. "We might get hurt, Tae..you know that right? If we are going to continue like this, I am so afraid I cant handle the truth. I mean we cant." He just stomps out of the kitchen and back into his room. I know he is so scared that he cannot handle the pain if we are actually not just a one night stand but more than that. I do some deep breathing and I myself feels so anxious. I dash into his room without knocking and find him sobbing to himself. Instantly, my initial reaction is to hug him from behind to comfort him. "Shh.. shhh..dont cry. My heart aches seeing you cry like this.." Then he sits up and face me. "You see..if we are nothing..we dont ache for each other. Fuck Jk..did you hear what you are saying." I lower my head. "Im being honest..or I shouldnt? You tell me." He touches my face softly and with tears in his eyes. "We have just turn our lives upside down and impossible to pretend if this is nothing coz its not for me. I dont just fuck around as I wish and I guarantee you that this is not nothing. This is so surreal. How can I be attracted to you? But I do. Why did I find you irresistable? But I do. How can I give myself so freely? But I do. So what is this Jk. I love Missy no doubt. But at the same time, I desire you. Can it be we just thirsty for sex and we found each other at the right time? Fuck..what am I talking about? Missy ever left me for a few months but I never cheat...until you came along. You just have a strong pull..a freaking magnet. You make me easily give myself to you. The worst part, you have just erased my planned future..it disappeared a while ago fyi. Jk..how am I supposed to live like this. If you leave me, I will be devastated but if you dont, I am playing with fire and..." I cut in by saying. "Then, lets stop this fire..lets not ignite it. Lets distinguish it so that you will not have to go through this hell. I will be the big man here. Lets forget about all this. Lets just say we are just using each other coz we are lonely." I hate to say such but all I do is for the best of him. His head hangs low and I cannot see if he is actually angry, sad or feeling fine. I lift up his chin and see tears escaping from the corner of his eyes. "As you wish.." and push my hand away. I did not realized that I myself tear because of the lies that I just blurted out to him. All about being the big man and forget about all these. A complete nuinsance. Just gibberish actually.

Author P.O.V

Tae and Jk were in their own room and when it was time to prepare dinner, Jk was in the kitchen twenty minutes before Tae joined Jk. Both not talking and just do the usual. Tae setting up the table, make some hot drink and turning the steak to fully cooked it so that he could cut the steak to small strips. The spaghetti was immersed in garlic oil and chilli flakes, simple yet delicious. Buttered steak cooked medium well to perfection were now ready to be eaten. The cutleries clinking and slurping of the spaghetti were the sounds that filled the dining area. No words exchanged between them. Tae accidentally brushed on Jk's leg that made Jk flinched. He knew that if Tae was going to touch him again, he was afraid he could not resist Tae. Jk finished his meal and the first to wash his plate. "Excuse me..I will turn in early tonight. I see you in the morning? Good night bae..ermm..Tae." Tae smiled weakly and said his good night. Tae wondered if this was the best way for them but why his heart ached when Jk avoided him. Tears slowly brimmed in his eyes as he cleaned up the kitchen. Tae went to his gaming room and immersed himself playing the online games to occupy himself for the next few hours. With aching neck, he retired from his game and went into his room. Now sleeping on the bed, alone, all he could think of was Jk, who was also alone in his room. I miss him, Tae thought. Knowing where he was coming from, he try his best not to worsen the situation. Looking at the ceiling where tears kept on escaping the corner of his eyes, he knew he was in trouble when his heart was yearning for Jk's touch. Not Missy's but Jk's. A man's touch.