What Becomes of Us - Taekook

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Author P.O.V

Jk wrapped his arms tightly around Tae's waist from behind. Then he burst out crying as he buried his face on Tae's nape. Tae let him cry and stayed like that for the longest time. Tae made himself face the torned look on Jk's face. Cupping his hands on Jk's cheek, he said softly. 'What do you want me to do now..tell me the truth." Jk then placed his hand on top of Tae's cold hands. "Stay. Dont go. Stay. I promise I let you go tomorrow." Tae teared up and asked. "I want to know..what did you last said to me before I got into my car? I want to hear that again if you really meant it." Jk then hugged him tight. "I said Im in love with you. Fucking love you." Tae could feel Jk's body trembled under his thick hoodie. Hearing Jk's confession was just too intensed. Just seemed to be so untrue that another man was in love with him right now and in the shortest time that they knew each other. "I'll stay. For us. For me too." Tae replied. They continued watching their unfinished movie, snuggling together under the warm blanket. As soon as the movie ends, Jk took the remote to shut it down and stared at Tae to admire his beauty. "You know... I have seen lots of gorgeous and handsome men. My models and actors are all top tiered too you know but I never seen someone so unreal, so ethereal yet so funny, goofy, lively and so right for me. We just clicked..never had that experience where I just clicked with someone..though we started off rough but when we are cool..Im just comfortable to talk things with you. You never understand coz it seemed that you are very friendly with people..a social butterfly but not me. You might not find me that interesting but I do. I never thought you will make me.." Tae then kissed Jk on the lips, in a needy way and inserted his index finger in Jk's mouth. Jk then pulled away from Tae. "Lets not do this...you make things hard for me. I cant do this. If I do..I am not sure I can let you go. Knowing I have to... already driving me crazy. I just need to lay by your side. Can we just do that.." Tears already formed on Jk's eyes and slowly it rolled down his cheeks. Tae immediately hugged him again and went on top of him with legs across Jk's lap. "Carry me to your room. Lets cuddle." Tae instructed Jk and he obliged. Still hugging Jk so tightly, Jk slowly carried him to his room and laid Tae slowly onto his bed. Tae took off his sweater and got under Jk's warm blanket. "I want to feel your skin.. remove your top please. I want your warmth." Again, Jk did what he was told. Tae got close to Jk..skin to skin and facing each other. Both of them lost in each other's eyes. They did not even say a single word but they knew that all they had for each other was not just pure lust. It was love..at least Jk confirmed it. Hearing each other breathing, touching each other's chest.. they knew that they were not meant to be.

Tae P.O.V

I wake up to the sound of a machine whirring outside the house. It is dark but I notice that his blind really refusing the sun to shine in. Glancing towards my phone under the pillow, the time past nine. I see his back is turn towards me. I put my hands over his body and starts to kiss his bare back. Small, gentle kisses. Today we will say our goodbye yet I do not want to but knowing that things will get more complicated, I have to let him go. But the question is..Can I? Ok..once Missy is here and focus more on my wedding, I am sure I can let him go eventually. I go to the loo and look in the mirror. I see myself as a man who willingly cheats on his fiancee and did not really feel the guilt as much as I need to. Damn..Im so bad. I return to my lover's side and starts to kiss his back again. He flinches from my touch and in his deep voice, he murmured. "Hmm... morning...I see you woken up." I continue to kiss his back. I am going to remember his scent..The scent that I cannot have to myself anymore. I turn to face him and trying my best to smile. "Lets wash up..wanna hop into the shower with me and then we do breakfast before you leave." He did not respond but instead he pulls me up and lead me to the bathroom. While I hit the shower, Jk clears himself and then join me in the shower. I look at his lean torso, so strong, nicely shaped and he is a big man. I hug him suddenly and he receive me in his embrace. Why am I about to cry? Fuck Tae. Get yourself together. Now face to face with water gushes onto our body. I lean towards his lips..kissing him softly. He let me but his lips is not receiving me. I continue to kiss him again and again as he parts his mouth to let my tongue in. He tastes so sweet, so warm and fuck..he is making me horny. Though his body stay stiffs, I know he wants me badly too. Now sucking his neck with the purpose to mark him so he remembers me for as long as those marks present. Not only on his left..also on his right. Then sucking his skin on his chest, his hardened nipples, his built arm and down his pelvis. My hands slowly reaches his hardened length and stroke him while my mouth busily leaving marks across his body. I can hear him moan, sounds of pain and pleasure mix into one. I bet my mouth just could not have enough of him as it makes its way to his cock. Now sucking him raw and his moan gets quicker and his voice gets higher. Fuck..Im good. Feeling bloody satisfied that I get him to cum, I demand for my pleasure. Without any seconds of delay, I push him against his cold marble wall and grabs his fine ass before slapping the cheeks. So full and hell yeah, he makes me hard in an instant. As I press my body against him and pushing my length slowly into his ass, he screams. "Argh..ahhh..fuck Tae..kiss me." Gliding inside him is ecstacy and I am just too high to even finds his lips. He pull my head towards him as we kiss hungrily almost sloppy. He tastes so good, better than my favourite strawberry dessert. Reaching my climax, I cum. "Ahhh fuck kookie.. ahhh..you so good. You fucking taste good. Oh man..fuck..I love you." Yes Fuck. Did I say that right after I fuck and cum all over him. He turns and says this before he kisses me again. "I love you more." I said it and he heard me. Damn...did I just confessed. I think I just did. Soaping and scrubbing each other's back while exchanging cute and sexy smile, I begin to wonder how my life will be with him by my side. But then, while dreaming away, I see Missy disappointed face, Jimin hyung's angry face and Hobi hyung's I had it face. I close my eyes and shut on those ridiculous future.

Jk P.O.V

Brewing coffee as well as tea, I prepare a sumptuos breakfast knowing this will be our last meal together. I put my heart and soul to perfect the egg benedict so that today's breakfast leaves a lasting memories for the both of us. He comes into the kitchen and kisses my nape. "Smells heavenly.. I mean you. I know I am going to get a great meal. I will go set the table." My heart aches again when he acts all cute but I just have to suck it in. Buttered toast, seasoned grilled asparagus, cheesy sausages and the perfect egg benedict all laid out on the table. I love how he eats so deliciously...chomping on the food, smiling and nodding to acknowledge how good the food taste. "Bae...this is by far the best breakfast. How can it be this good. I dine once in a 3 star michelin restaurant at Namjoon hyung's hotel but just cant beat yours.. so perfectly bal..." I interrupt him with frustration in my voice. "I made it with love..Thats the reason why. Fuck..Tae. How can you be so happy and....you know what... nevermind." His face fell and not even once he looks at me again. Silence cuts through the stiff air and I feel so bad that I end up venting my frustration. He is done before me but he waits for me to be done before he picks up the plates and washes them. He sits back down and sips on his tea...still not even a glance at me. Shit! I ruin the moment. As I put down my unfinished coffee, he immediately take it away to wash it again. I let out a big sigh and starts to clean the table. Now what? Man..I need to apologize for my behaviour. He disappears into my room and I quickly catch up to him. He is getting his stuffs and I stop him. What happen next catch me off guard. He throws a punch at me..straight to the corner of my left lips. "Fuck you, Jk..fuck you. You have no right to judge me. You dont have a clue how I feel and you didnt know what I am going through. Why am I here, Jk..why..why do I need to come to you when you already left me with a fucking goodbye note. Why the Fuck am I here..still with you..still with you till the fucking next morning. And you dare to say why I can go all smiley. You dont get it..ya..of course...coming from a cold person like you. What do you know?" Collecting his stuff and he then storms out of my room, leaving me speechless. I run after him and hug him tightly from behind. "Im sorry, Tae...I dont mean it like that. I love you and I cant bear to see you go..I cant bear to say goodbye..I cant bear to let you go. I just cant but I have to. So please understand me too. Please Tae..Im so sorry that I hurt you." Tears starts streaming down my cheeks like a waterfall wetting his shoulders. His head fell to his chest as he cries out too, grabbing on my hands that hug him close. "I love you too. I love you too... Jeon Jungkook." He turns around to receive my hug and I kiss his neck. "Thank you for loving me." What can I say...I am grateful that my love is not one sided but his world is not going to accept that...that I know. Just then, his phone rings. We see that Hobi hyung called. He answers the call. "I went outside hyung....I cant go out now? Then wait for me. Im at the laundry shop.. dropping off my suit for dry clean... geez...I will be there in an hour." I look at him with my beat up face. He kisses my bruised lips. "Im sorry...I hurt your face. Im just too emotional." I smile and shake my head to tell him I understand. "I dont know what to say after this and I dont know how. Im sorry that I need to be this selfish. I just dont know how to go from here. I am just frozen. I know you knew that already and..." The doorbell rings. Oh man..who the hell come uninvited. Is it Jin hyung? He hides behind the door as I peek through. To my surprised. It is Hobi hyung. "Jk..Its Hobi hyung..fuck." I whisper to him. His eyes goes all round so is his mouth. Another bell.."Tae ahh.. I know you in there. Your fucking car is here. Let me in unless you guys wants me to die out of this cold." There..we lost. Slowly I open the door and Hobi hyung push it further to let himself in, hitting Jk on the face. "That is what you get for lying to me. Mr Jeon..get me some coffee. An hour drive here made me hot and thirsty." I cannot even greet him. That look that he gives me can cut through glass. "Be ready to have me yapping away for the next hour. But first my coffee." Feeling so busted. I am not only giving him his hot brewed coffee but also some toast. Never ready what he is about to say.