Missing You • Joshua ✓

𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 || 62

- JOSHUA HONG -

All of us just got ready to go to the avenue. It's almost time to start the concert after all. Here today in Newark.

I don't know why but I have an uneasy feeling about something. I don't know why but I felt a bit anxious and worried about something.

I am charging my phone so I shut it down.

All of us are just talking like we usually does in the van. Nothing unusual, yet there is this feeling of uneasiness that keeps on bothering me

Hansol is answering a call so we tried to keep the volume down. Hansol was... Extremely quiet and sounded worried. I wonder why.

He ended the call and spoke up

"Shua hyung, is your phone on silent mode ???"
Hansol asked

"Kind of ??? I shut it down because I am charging it. Why ???"
I responded

"Oh um.... Sophia's mom called me and she said that...."
He sounded very worried and nervous for some reason, changing the atmosphere in the van

"Sophia was involved in an accident earlier...."
He said as he fiddled with his fingers and sounded really worried.

That's when my heart sunk. Is this why I have been feeling uneasy and anxious out of nowhere ???

"Oh my gosh.... What happened....?"
Wonwoo asked. There was a hint of pity in his tone.

"Her mom said that she was hit by a car earlier. At around 6 AM earlier when she was just about go to work...."
Said Hansol

All of them OF COURSE looked at me. I am so deadly worried and scared but I can't ditch my schedule. The tour is still going and I can't just go home right ? Even if I really wanted to...

How the hell can I perform...?