Missing You • Joshua ✓

𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 || 64

- JOSHUA HONG -

It's now Performance Team's time to perform. I was in the waiting room. I was under a big amount of stress right now. There was a staff with me so I asked for a painkiller. I am having a headache just by thinking about it.

"Hyung can't I go home ?"
I blurted out

"You can't---"

"Please let me go home. She NEED me. I need to see her too. All of this are giving me anxiety and stress. Can't we cut our tour short ?"
I asked desperately

"But that would be uncalled for. What would they feel ?"
The staff asked

"But what about what I feel... I really wanna go home right now... I wanna see her..."
I clutched the left side of my chest

"We're not sure yet"
He sighed

"Shua hyung, all of us are worried but the show must go on. I know how hard it is for you. She's my best friend and it pains me. You have to endure it hyung. I know you can"
Said Seungkwan as he tried to calm me down

"Sophia is a strong girl. I am sure she can get through it so we should work hard for her. Please be strong for now"
Said Seokmin as he patted my back

"Joshuji, I know you love her and it pains you, but all we can do now is pray for her. Let's just hope that everything will be fine...."
Said Jeonghan as he tried to comfort me

"Hyung, things are tough and we understand. If you want to take a break, it's also fine. Knowing how her condition right now is giving you a lot of pressure and stress, I think it's better if you take a rest first"
Said Jihoon as he sounded concerned

"But carats-"

"Your health is more important and I am sure they'll understand. Now it's up to you. Do you wanna continue or take a rest ?"
Jeonghan asked.

I don't know which path I should take....