The One Who Saved Me (Shaylor boyxboy)

-Five-

-Sorry i left for so long! But um back and ready to update!  Since I've been gone for such a long time, i might update again tonight or tomorrow ! Thanks for being patient!
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Taylor

     OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! SHAWN FREAKING MENDES GAVE ME HIS NUMBER!  AHHHHHHHHHH! I'm so happy i could cry. Oh my gosh this doesn't even feel real. He's not even a celebrity and yet im freaking out. This is all just so crazy. I excitedly put his number in my contacts and texted him.

To: Shawn

    Hey!  It's Taylor caniff!

I still can't believe that he gave me his number wow. I can't wait for him to reply. I've never smiled so much in my life.

Shawn

     I've been Sitting in my room all weekend by myself, watching Netflix and eating. Did my phone just viberate? I have a text message?  Weird. I opened it to see that it was from that Taylor boy. I'm not sure why but whenever that kid messages me i smile. He's actually pretty cute. I know i shouldn't say that considering i have a boyfriend but i can't help it. It's nice to talk to someone new once in awhile too though. I responded as fast as humanily possible.

To:  Taylor

     hey taylor! howve you been?

I impatiently wait for a response. I mean he texts back instantly but it doesn't seem fast enough. God i love talking to this kid. Me and Taylor ended up texting all day long until i decided to sleep since i had school the next morning. Then I'd be off to see my boyfriend walking around all day acting as if he doesn't know me. I will never be able to stress enough how much i hate that he does this amd won't just come out as fucking gay already . Plus i hate that i like him so much or else I'd dump his sorry ass. Oh well.. He'll come out eventually, right? 

Taylor

     I can't believe me and Shawn texted all day yesterday. Yesterday was probably the best day I've had in a long time. Too bad he has a boyfriend,  sigh.  Oh well. They probably wont last anyways considering he always complains about their relationship.  I just wish i could help him, you know?  Oh well.

     I keep catching myself thinking about Shawn during all of my classes. Am i really starting to fall for him? Oh dear god i can't. He has a boyfriend Taylor! Well apparently i was thinking out loud.. shit. Not everyone in here knows im gay. Oh crap everyone is staring at me know.... i grabbed all of my things and ran out of the class . i finally got to my locker and threw my stuff in there ans rushed out of the building and went home. i hate when people just stare at me .. i literally just came out to a couple more people who don't know me and my teacher.  what the hell Taylor . wow.. i text shawn immediately and tell him that i think i might be starting to catch feelings...  hopefully he doesn't stop talking to me? what if he does?  oh lord i don't think i could handle it ... what is he gonna say?

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- Guess who's back, bitches?!
- gawd. i apologize for being such an awful person.
- i hope you forgive me and that all is well!
- please enjoy this update and i shall see you soon.
- I love you my little angels
- alexus ♥♡