You will be my Revenge (A SwanQueen Story) (OLD VERSION)

Chapter 5

5. The Dream - Emmas Prov

Everything was dark. I wasn't even able to see my own hand in front of me. I started crying. She promised not to send me back but she still did, I thought. I looked up searching for that tiny light coming through under the door but I couldn't find it. I try to get up but it felt like I am frozen, as If I couldn't control my body anymore.
Suddenly the room gets brighter. It's still dark but I can see a person in front of me, no actually it's two and there is a huge bed.
"Mom?" I ask realising who the people in front of me are "Killian, where am I" they just look at me for a long time and then killian steps forward
"Home, this is your room" he says "can we go outside please, I don't want to be in the dark any longer" I question as he steps even closer to me pulling me up into his arms so he holds me tight with a firm grip "Oh Emma, you will not go anywhere ever again you are mine and the only thing you will be from now on is my toy" he says harshly digging his nails into my skin until i actually feel blood and scream out in pain "Killian please" I try to plead but he throws me onto the bed. I try begging him and my mom but she is just watching "this is what's best for the kingdoms".
I can feel Killian push up my dress, i try to fight him but he starts punching me until I can't move anymore, I am just crying now as I see him pull down his pants he looks up at me and grabs my throat "You're mine no one will ever help you" he yells as he does what I knew would inevitably happen and I scream out in pain.

"Emma, Emma" I hear someone call out to me "My Princess wake up" I can't make out any of the words. The only thing I can think of is Killian and the way my mother just let him do that to me.
I shoot forward, struggling to get out of the bed I was just in and running to the door before I feel myself being lifted into the air and pulled back onto the bed through magic "No No please don't hurt me please" I start screaming covering my face with my arms. I can feel someone wrap their arms around me and try to free myself unsuccessfully "please don't hurt me again" and that's when I suddenly hear her voice, the queens voice "Shhh shhh it's okay, you're here, it was a dream" I look at the room I'm in and see the windows realizing he wasn't here, I suddenly feel very tired and weak again melting into those arms holding me tight.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to, '' I stumble over my words trying to clear my head, tears rushing down my face. The queen then suddenly starts stroking my hair just for a moment "Shh just calm down, it's okay I know you didn't mean to run, just relax" I don't know why but at this point I am starting to think my mother was exhilarating while talking about the evil queen.
I know she could hurt me or send me back to that room, but would it be worse than what might happen back at 'home' and I was for some reason pretty sure that as long as I did what I was told she wouldn't hurt me. Maybe she just needed someone who let her take care of them.

My thoughts stopped when I heard her voice "Tell me what happened, what did you dream about".
"I-I I'm not I" I stumbled over my words and she started stroking my hair again which somehow calmed me down a little "I was back at the White Castle, at least I think that's where It happened" I didn't want to sound so weak but my voice was shaking, the Queen didn't interrupt me she just waited for me to continue "I - I was in a room and there were no Windows just a door a-and then he was there and .. and my mom" at the mention of her enemy Snow White the queens grip grew tighter "he he told me that I - I belonged to him and that - " my whole body was shaking now "that I would never be allowed to leave and then he- he dragged me onto the bed an he- he-" I couldn't go further I couldn't explain what I saw and what happened I was shaking badly.
"Shhh it's okay, he can't get to you here, I assume it was that prince guyliner you were talking to at that ball?" She asked I couldn't answer so I simply nodded. "Why would he say you were his and why would snow just watch" she questioned trying to make sense of what she had heard.
It took me a few moments until I was able to answer "They are going to make me marry him the- the wedding was supposed to - to be the week after the ball and my- Snow said it- it- I had to do what's best for the- for the kingdoms" at those last words I started crying again.
To my surprise the Queen didn't ask anymore questions she just turned me around in her arms so that I was now facing her and kept stroking my hair before she said "He can't hurt you here, none of them can, I know what you felt and even if it was just a dream something like that is horrible and I know it might not feel that way right now but none of them will be able to reach you here" she pulled me closer and I buried my head in her neck not caring anymore who my mother told me she was, right now she was here holding me comforting me and even if it was just a scheme to break me and destroy my mother, in that moment I really didn't care. I cried for a while until I felt myself slowly drifting into a deep and dreamless sleep.