Our bittersweet love~ Kustard (Thinking of a new arc...)

<Genocide route>

Yay we're starting- also TW: Self-Harm!! 

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<Classic pov>

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Another RESET had occurred.

"I guess it's another killing spree."

I said to myself.

I gave up everything. It doesn't matter anymore. When the kid finishes killing everyone, they're gonna RESET, do it all over again. Again and again. Creating a never-ending circle. There's no point in trying anymore. Right...?

I got up from the bed, and just stared at the wall for a while. Suddenly, I felt my tear trickling down. I just want this nightmare to be over... I just want my bro to be okay...

I heard Paps calling my name, so I wiped my tears and went.

"Coming bro."

<Fell pov>

In our world, it's "Kill or be killed."

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I woke up in my room, crying for no reason. 

Why am I crying...? crying is for weaklings!!

I wiped my tears, and I realized that RESET occurred again. I felt kind of glad, but kind of afraid. Is it another genocide route again...? Had a flashback to that time, when boss got killed by that little kid. Wait...

I rushed to the ruins. luckily, there was no one around. 

"Human isn't here yet..."

I said to myself. I sighed. Why am I afraid? Is it because boss might die again? N-No... He's much more stronger than me, he won't die!! Is it because I might die again? ..Who would want weak monster like me to live anyway...? 

I took my bandage around my wrist. there was scars from previous cutting I did. I tried to stop, but... 

I putted back. No, I decided I will stop. 

I went back to home and heard boss yelling at me. 

"Sorry boss!!"

<Classic pov>

"Sans... were you crying?"

I was shocked that Paps noticed. 

"N-no bro, I wasn't. I'm fine..."

I said even though I wasn't. really. it was too hard for me to fake a smile.

"Sorry Paps, I'll be back."

I teleported somewhere, somewhere I could be alone.

<Fell pov>

"Sans!! Where were you?!"

"Sorry boss!! I was in uh- near the ruins to see if humans will come!"

Well, it wasn't a lie. I did went there to see if they were here. 

"Sans..."

"Yeah boss?"

"What changed you so sudden? I thought you were still sleeping in your room!"

Shit... I just chuckled. 

but then... I felt someone in Judgement hall. Normally, no one will go there. Only me and/or Human. but human didn't fell yet.  Then who...?

"Sorry boss, I need to go the restroom!" 

I teleported fast as possible to see who the fuck is in there. 

<Classic pov>

Ow, where am I...? did I miss the coordinate? ugh, well fuck. 

I looked around. It was like Judgement hall. But it was little different. Is it alternate universe...? Either way, I'm doomed. I don't know how to go back now, aaaand I'm now stuck in here. I sat in the corner, since I'm too lazy to do anything, and also too lazy to stay standing. 

"*sigh* what am I going to do now?"

I decided to take some quick nap since I haven't slept for a while because of my insomnia. 

I'm just so tired... Tired of everything.

But then... Someone came. skeleton with black jacket, red shirt, looking kinda edgy. 

"Who are you?"