Our bittersweet love~ Kustard (Thinking of a new arc...)

<Thing's going wrong...>

<Classic pov>

It's already morning...? God...

I got up and looked around. I saw Fell beside me, sleeping in the couch. Wait...

"FELL?!"

I quickly covered my mouth. Fuck. I almost woke him...

He was sleeping peacefully. I didn't want to wake him up. I placed his head on my knees. He's kinda cute when he's sleeping... I smiled, and touched his cheek(bones). I remembered what I was doing yesterday.

Oh my god... What have I done... Did Fell saw me drunk? what happened after?

"Morning Ketchu-"

"Shhhhhh!!"

"Oh- Sorry."

Carrot came and sat on different couch.

"What exactly happened yesterday?"

I asked quietly, not to wake him.

"You were really drunk. REALLY drunk."

"Yeah... I remember that..."

I said, embarrassed.

"heh, and you just fell asleep when Blue and Fell came. So Fell carried you to our house, just like when you're fainted."

"..."

I am currently screaming inside. I hate myself...

He patted my back.

"It's fine Ketchup. Cheer up!"

I just stayed silent.

" Well Ketchup... did you decide?"

I hesitated for a while.

"I want to say yes... But..."

"Then say Yes! be more confident to yourself Ketchup."

I looked at my wrist. it's covered with old bandage. Carrot realized and said

"It's your bad habit Ketchup."

"But..."

"No 'but' Classic, you have to stop."

"I'm trying 'kay...?"

"You're worth living, remember that, okay?"

"Thanks Carrot."

Then Fell woke up.

"mm... what are you talking about?"

"hm? oh nothing Fell. did we woke you up?"

"No..."

"Were you crying yesterday?"

"Oh... I was drunk, that's all."

"No... you were up in midnight."

I paused. Carrot stared at me.

"...It was just a nightmare. Don't worry."

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Nah..., it's fine."

"Remember, I care about you."

He said, looking at me with his serious eyes.

"Thanks Fell, but really, I'm really fine!"

I said, but I actually don't even know if I am or not.

"Did you... heard anything that I said yesterday?"

I said, quickly changing the story.

"Just the part you were saying thank you to Carrot and that human."