All eternity

Not in love

In next few days I try to explain to him why he can't beat every single person who hurts me. He just can't uderstand. One morning I'm sitting in class listening to our teacher.

Suddenly, we hear scream in the hallway. Doors opens aggressively and Lucas come in. But he's not alone. He's holding Jane by her hairs.

Everybody start grumbling something like ,,How could he?!" And I just stand there with my mouth wide open.

,,What the hell, man?" I yell at him.

,,She was talking about you behind your back!" he yell back like what he just did was normal thing to do.

,,No seriously, girl, what's up with you and him?" bathroom girl say.

My head is filling with anger as I step closer to him. I slap him with full my strength.

,,I told you not to do that!" tears start falling down my cheeks.

I know how it is to be beaten up. Even by boys. Remember my older brother? Yeah he's not exactly sweetheart. When someone hit me he laugh at that. He was nice to me but he did nothing to stop my bullies.

I ran from the classroom to the school garden. It was raining. I don't care. I just sit down and wait for school to end. For everything to end.

For a moment I fall asleep. I hear steps near me. I don't open my eyes but I'm listening.

,,You're really one of a kind, aren't you?" Lucas's voice say and his hand take my hair which are falling into my face and put it behind my ear. I still have my eyes closed. He take me like I was some candy and start walking.

After few minutes I open my eyes. He's taking me home. I feel sleepy so I close my eyes again and fall asleep completely.

I wake up. I feel hot but cold at the same time. I probably got fever. I cough. Lucas immediately comes to my room.

,,What's wrong?!" he's worried. It's nice to see demon being worried.

,,I got..." cough stop me.

,,You got what? What did I do?"

,,Fever..." another cough.

,,Fever?! What's fever? I never had that! How do I fix it? Babe, tell me!!"

What?

,,What?"

,,??"

,,Babe?"

,,Huh?" he blush.

,,You called me..." I'm really surprised that he can blush.

,,I've never did that!" he turn away from me.

Wow this is something. But I feel too weak to laugh at him. I try to sit but he have to help me.

,,You're all sweaty. You should take a shower."

I try to nod but I'm still to weak.

,,Help me... get to the bathroom..."

He take me there and put me in my bath.

,,So... yeah..." he don't know what to do.

I start to take off my cloths. I'm dazing out so I don't notice him still staring at me.

,,What are you doing?!"

,,What are YOU doing? Are you watching me?" I say with sleepy voice and almost fall asleep again.

When my head is again capable of seeing I'm naked in bath full od warm water and bubbles.

He's laying next to me leaning his head against corner of the bath. He's sleeping. Judging from lights coming from outside is already evening.

I got this feeling... I want to kiss him.

I touch his hair and gently grab it so I can look him in the face. He slowly open his eyes. I lean closer.

,,What are you..." I kiss him.

He's surprised but than kiss me back. We're kissing each other for some time but than he twitch. He looks at me like he just remembered something.

,,I- we- I- can't w-we shouldn't..." he run from bathroom to my room. I finish my bath and I get dress and go knock on my doors if he's okay. What if demons can't kiss people? Yes! He said he can't fall in love. What if it count as expression of love? Will he have troubles? I'm getting really worried.

I step closer to the door. I almost knock but than I hear he's breathing. It's more like moaning.

,,Mhhhgn... Lia..."

Is he... doing it?

I'm scared to knock so I just leave slowly walk away and start making something for dinner.

I feel much better after the bath. I cook some ramen and set the table.

After a while he come back. He's obviously feeling guilty.

,,I'm sorry about that I probably shouldn't done that."

,,No I'm sorry for running away like that...it's just... never mind." he smiles at me.

~After month later ~

I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love.
I'm not in love. I'm not in love. I'm not in love.

But... he's really nice to me and after that accident he never punched someone again.

We also kiss sometimes... but he never allow us to do something more.

School just ended. I'm usually waiting for Lucas outside so he can finish his class. Suddenly, someone hugs me from behind.

,,Lu..." it's not Lucas. I turn around so I see his face. It's my brother.

,,Jacob..." I don't know what to do.

,,Hey, sis. You doing good?"

,,Like always..."

,,Hahahah so not much, huh? You should stand for yourself sometimes." easy to say...stupid.

He's still hugging me tightly when I hear Lucas behind us.

,,What the fuck? Who the hell are you?"

Jacob seems little angry. He looks at me with questions. Then without asking who is Lucas he just say: ,,I'm her boyfriend. Distance relationship. And you are?"

My eyes open in shock. Lucas's too. He looks like he would punch him but then he look me in the eyes and change his mind. He walk away. I wanna go after him but Jacob stop me.

,,Who is he?"

,,Friend?"

,,..."

,,Anywas, it's none of your business. You've never been there for me. He at least is."

With that I just leave ignoring his surprised look.

I run to Lucas.

,,Listen..."

,,I don't wanna hear it..."

,,He's my brother!" I yell.

,,..."

,,Yes..."

,,Than why did he..."

,,Because he's a dick!"

He hugs me even more tightly then Jacob.

,,Lia... I think something terrible happened."

,,Wha- what's wrong?"

,,That's the problem! I don't think it's wrong..." he looks really sad. It's breaking my heart.

,,I think I'm in love with you..." he's still hugging me.

Then start to rain really hard. Lightning strikes too.

,,I'm screwed..." then he disapear.

,,LUCAS!!" I scream with tears, ,,NO! No! God, please... no..." I start to cry and sobbing like crazy.