Bullied By Andy Biersack // Andy Biersack Fan Fiction (Slow Updates(sorry)

Chapter Six I'm Not Leaving You

ANDY'S P.O.V

"LET ME IN! I NEED TO FUCKING SEE HER!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.

"Sir, calm down. We can't let anyone in yet, not even family" the doctor said, calmly.

"When can I see her!?" I yelled, calming down a bit.

"Andy! Calm down!" Ashley said, putting his hands on my shoulders.

"Maybe in about 3 hours. We don't now how long this will take" the doctor said.

"I'M NOT WAITING THREE FUCKING HOURS, OR MORE!" I screamed, lunging at the doctor.

He stepped back, but Ashley, Jinxx, and CC held me back.

"Okay, I'm okay. Let me go" I said to Ashley, Jinxx,and CC, who were still holding me back.

"Are you sure? You don't seem like it" Ashley said, eyeing me.

"Yeah, I'm fine" I said, running a hand through my now messy hair. They released me.

"Mr. Biersack, is it?" the doctor asked.

"Yeah" I mumbled.

"Well, right now we don't know for sure if she's going to be okay. Some of her veins were popped, and some were harmed. It's pretty serious, as you can see, and she lost a lot of blood. So, it might take a few days to recover- if she does- or weeks, maybe even months. We're trying our hardest right now, but like I said, it might take a while to recover if she does. You are welcome to stay and wait until you can see her, we'll inform you when you can" he explained.

I felt tears threatening to spill, but I had to stay strong, for Miranda. Plus, I can't let anyone see me like this, I don't like people seeing me vulnerable.

"Okay" I said, and he left, walking into Miranda's room. I sat down in one of the chairs that were next to the door.

Ashley sat in the other one that was next to mine, putting a hand on my shoulder. He looked at me, "She's going to be okay, Andy. If she loves you, she'll fight for you. Just know that" he said, standing up.

"We have to go, you stay here. Call us when you hear anything" Jinxx said, standing up as well.

"Bye" I said.

They all left, leaving me by myself here. This is all my fault, I'm the one that didn't stay with her. I should've known that something was wrong, why didn't I? I knew that she was crying at the carnival, and I did my best to comfort her, wasn't that enough for her to push away the mental pain? Am I not enough for Miranda? Great, this is all my fault. If I just would've stayed with her, she wouldn't be in a hospital bed right now. She'd be in her bed, with me. I'd have her in my arms, without worrying about a thing. She wouldn't be suffering right now. I'm the cause of her pain. I changed to stop her pain, but I caused even more pain to come upon her. My plan to make her happy by stopping hurting her, back fired. Maybe I should just get out of her life, maybe I should die. Maybe I deserve this pain I'm feeling in my chest, in my heart. Maybe I don't deserve Miranda. She needs someone who can do way better than me, and that's exactly what's going to happen. I'm going to leave her life, and make her start over again. She's going to have a better life. She's going to have a life without an Andy in it. To think I was going to ask her to prom.....

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*5 Days Later*

MIRANDA'S P.O.V

I was running through a meadow, the flowers blooming, the sun shining. A man that looked familiar was chasing after me, our laughs heard a thousand miles away. I looked back, to see him gone. I stopped running and looked around, suddenly it was dark.