Be Mine | Troyler AU

Chapter 1

"Stop it." I said as tears start streaming down my face like waterfalls. "You don't mean it, I know you don't m-mean it" Jack. He's possibly the only person I have ever truly loved. We met about a year ago in San Francisco around the time that my dad died.

It was a terrible time for me, considering my dad was the only one who actually took care of me as a child and still did as a teenager. Sure, he drunk a little more than a person should.. but at least he loved me and cared for me unlike anyone else did in my screwed up life. But when he died, all hell broke loose. I started drinking, getting high, going to parties and getting in fights. I wasn't the same person. I wasn't the Troye Sivan I used to be.

And that's around the same time that I met Jack. I was walking around town with some guy I didn't even know the name of, looking for a hotel room at three o'clock in the morning. Me and my "one night stand" finally found a hotel and stumbled through the doors. And that's when I first saw Jack.. standing at the desk all innocent and shit.

And that's the Jack I fell in love with. And that's the Jack I am still in love with today. And as I look in front of me and I see the body of the guy that I fell in love with, but not the mind nor personality of that hotel worker with a name tag that had "Jack" written in sloppy purple writing, I turn around and start running, not knowing where to go and not really caring if I didn't go anywhere. The love of my life just broke up with me and I don't know how I'm gonna handle it.

A.N
okay, hello hi hey. this is my story and I don't know if this is good or not. leave some feedback, please? thanks. ily. have a good day x
and sorry for this being so short, the chapters will get longer, I promise :)