Scars

Andy's POV Just Try To Understand

" I got this from here guys now that she is stable physically." I say to the medics as they leave. "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR?" She screams at me. "I should be asking the same thing to you" I respond calmly. "You don't understand!" She says angrily. "What? What don't I understand? Because I hope you know you aren't the only suicidal person on earth that has failed or the only one in general!" I say raising my voice and pulling off my bracelets and shirt and pants to show her all of my scars. "Do I still not understand bc I think it's you who doesn't understand. I used to ASK my brother to cut my back and chest thinking if he did it then I would hurt less and I would HOPE that since he could not feel the harm of the blade that he would dig it in deeper so that I would bleed to death faster but then I met CC, Jinxx, Jake, and Ashley. They helped for a little while but then we started being mean to people and one day CC found me tied up to my ceiling fan, luckily if I would have been up there for say five more minuets I would have died! So I got a girlfriend and it turns out she was abusive and then I saw you and you looked strong so I thought that if a weak me took out the aggression that I had towards myself out on you who was strong that you would be perfectly fine but it seems that I was wrong!" I say angrily. "So if I still don't understand then I'll just go home" I say nearly screaming at her, she has the same look of fear in her eyes that she had right before Ashley kicked her in the ribs. "Come on, lets get you in the car" I say steadily as I pick her up.