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The song for this chap is;
Never be alone by shawn mendez

Friday here i come!

Todays Friday and tomorrow is the gonna be the worst day of my life.yup tomorrow is the day i finally find a job.

I thi-

"Honey get ready for school! "My dad yells up to me from the kitchen.

Huh, weird usually my mum does that yell thing a muggiger.

I grab high rise blue jeans with a tank top an change into them before grabbing random shoes that go with the outfit and throw them on.

"Dad wheres mum?"i ask out of curiosity.

"Um..shes in the hospital"i can see tears briming in his eyes.

"What happen to her?"i bite my bottom lip.

"She-shes..um..she-e..she go-got i-in..a-an car-r..ac-accident"his bottom lip trembles.

"Oh..."i look down at my hands to stop me from crying.

Why did she have to go?
Why couldn't it be me instead of her?

I run to my car and get in grabbing a razer from my perse.see i knew this wass gonna happen to one of the people i love the most, thats why i keep it in my perse.

My life is live a carousel first my brother now my mother. Who else next? My dad? Then if he goes it will just be me no one by my side not even evan.

I ràise the blade to meet my wrist and look at the scars that are on my wrist and slit another part of the skin on my wrist.

I  remember promising

To evan that i wont cut my self again but hes not here isnt he?

A gush if blood squirts from the cut that i just slit.

"Ugg i love you samy"evan walks up to my front door but doesn't spot me in my car.

I fill like i need to do something bad.really bad.

A picture of evan and chealsea together makes me come to tears.

Evan doesnt like alex so.....oh ya did i ever mention that me and alex were fuck buddies?

But before evan and after him.

Thats it evan hates alex with pation.so all i need to do is bring back some past, not all of it.

I dont want to go through it all again.

No one does

---------;an

Wht do u guys think?