•~|haikyuu angst|~•

|>•1000 Flowers•<| •Iwaoi•

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DEATH
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Art credit: skaikat
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The white and bright red was blinding.
The slow,boring music made Oikawa wanna fall asleep.
"A Toast! From the best man! Tōru Oikawa."
As he stood up and rose his glass, his legs felt weak
"A Toast to my dearest friend, Hajime Iwaizumi!" His hand tightens on the glass as he speaks.
"From the moment my beautiful sister, Maki laid her eyes on you. I knew you were meant to be. I wish you both a lifetime of happiness." Oikawa smiled and sat down.

-I don't want to be here.-

Oikawas surroundings blur and the sound goes silent.
He places his hand on his other and holds tightly.
-why'd you choose her.. I'll always remember all of our memories-
I remember meeting you
It's mostly just a blur..
I remember the blue sky.. The green grass.. Your hand out trying to help me up.. I was crying on the ground..
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"Do you.. Need help?"
"Um.. I-I guess" Oikawa says through sniffles and hiccups.
He had messy black hair, shorter, seemed nice.
"Stop crying."He says coldly
"O-oh sorry" Oikawa wipes his tears
"Don't be."
"Where are t-they?"
"Gone."
Oikawa was confused then realized that he scared them off
"Thank you.."
"Um.. Your.. Welcome-"
He seemed to have trouble saying it
"What your name?"
"Iwaizumi Hajime."
"I'm Oikawa Tōru!"
His eyes are beautiful.. Look at his muscles Jesus Oikawa! Stop drooling over him!- he's a boy.
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Starting to hang out more they opened up
"What do you like to do?" Oikawa looks up and asks
"Volleyball."
"Really?! Me too!!"Oikawa looks at iwaizumi
"That's cool!"
"Wow we have so much in common Iwa-chan.."
"I told you to stop calling me that!" Iwaizumi hits the back of Oikawa's head
"Ow-"
"Idiot."
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Oikawa try's to hit the ball but fails and the ball hits his head instead
"PFTT HAHAHAHA" Iwaizumi pointed and laughed at Oikawa
"Heyyyy!.. Don't make fun of meee!" Oikawa pouts
"Loser."
"Iwa-chan!!!"
"Stop calling me that"
"Sorryyyyy" Oikawa 'apologized'
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"To win, I need to go to nationals and I-"
"I this, I that, ITS ANNOYING." Iwaizumi head butted Oikawa as blood flew out of his nose.
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Oikawa is staring at iwaizumis back while he stays over for the night
"Hey, Tōru um can you help me wi-" she cuts off. Looking at Iwaizumi, practically having hearts as eyes.
"Who- is that Iwaizumi?-"
Oikawa stares at Maki with big eyes.
-is she? No..-
She looks at Oikawa smiling nervously
"I can introduce you!" Oikawa strains a smile and starts to walk over to Iwaizumi
"Wai-"
"Iwa-chan I want you to meet somebody!"
"Uhhh... Okay?" Iwaizumi questioned
"H-hi I'm Maki Oikawa.."
"Oikawa?"
"My sister!" Oikawa smiles
Iwaizumi examined her features
"Kinda looks like you too"
"H-hey!" Oikawa pouts
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About 3 weeks later Iwaizumi told Maki he liked her. Oikawa smiled brightly at both of them while digging his nails into his palm.
"Congratulations you two, I knew you would finally open up!" Oikawa playfully slapped Iwaizumi in the back then patted his sisters head.
Oikawa always loved Iwaizumi but knew that Iwaizumi was straight.Oikawa expected him to like somebody as beautiful as gorgeous as his sister.
Oikawa begins to cough
"Tōru?! Are you okay?!?" His sister said looking worried
"Ye-yeah I'm fine just choking on spit haha.. I'll be back.."
Oikawa said through coughs as he headed for the bathroom
Drops of blood fell on the floor as he made his way.
-cough, cough-
Oikawa coughed up Hyacinth flower petals
-so much blood..-
Oikawa flushed his petals down the toilet and washed the blood off his face.
He walked towards the two cuddling, smiling and being 'cute'.
Oikawa felt sick to his stomach
"Hey guys?-"
"Yesss tōruuu?" Mika answered not taking her eyes off Iwaizumi holding his face.
"I-I'm gonna sleep I'm tired.."
"Okayyyy, feel better" still not taking her eyes off him
"Yeah.. Okay.."
Oikawa walks towards his room and shuts the door.
She deserves him....
And since IM the oldest, my only job is to marry rich, so I'm the one who has to social club for one. And Iwaizumi is a man.. That doesn't mean I want him any less..I don't think they'll accept that..
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Watching them while Oikawa try's to find time to talk with him. But his sister won't leave him alone and its getting annoying.
Oikawa had a few reasons to let his sister take him..
First he's Oikawas childhood friend he's probably just being nice.. I'd have to be naïve to set that aside,
I introduce him to mika now that's his bride..
"I'll let you two have your time" Oikawa waves and walks away
-don't cry, don't cry, don't cry-
"I-I'm gonna go home! See you later"
"Bye Tōru!"
"See you, Oikawa"
- I know my sister like I know my own mind! She will never find anyone as trusting or as kind, if I told her that I loved Iwaizumi she'd be silently resigned. He'd be MINE. But she would say she was fine she'd be LYING-
Oikawa normally stays up late at night staring at the stars in the sky, he was never able to sleep the only thing that was on his mind was Iwaizumi. He imagined what it would be like if he was with him.
He wanted to let go but it was hard ,that one night he started to cough up blood and a small petal.
-nonononono-
As Oikawa knew it was hanahaki, and by experience he knew the only cure was to erase your memory of them. If you don't get the cure you die. Oikawa decided to die.. Oikawa did not want to forget Iwaizumi he was important to him.
-I'm sorry Hajime.. I always wanna remember you-
Some mistakes were made through his journey of loving Iwaizumi
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Sitting in the room was hell for Oikawa. His legs felt weak he didn't want to be rude and leave. But all he wanted to do WAS leave he couldn't stand it here. Instead Oikawa stood up and walked to the washroom  to be out of there.
Oikawa felt something warm start to come up to his mouth
-shit-
Oikawa moved up his pace.
He rushed to the washroom and coughed but it was more difficult than usual.
And then he did cough it up eventually.
But it wasn't what he thought it would be. He expected petals and a leaf but he was wrong, it was a whole flower as big as his palm. The Hyacinth was red and sticky.
- should I go to the hospital?..-
Oikawa stood up and washed off his face. He glanced at the flower, he grabbed it, washed it and put it in his pocket.
The littlest amount of blood was on his white tie. Everybody thought it was just red wine.
The wedding soon ended as mika went home to iwaizumis house.
"Tōru, you wanna come?"
Oikawa hesitated to say yes
"Uh.. No I think you two should spend your wedding day together"
"Okay I suppose that's fair, see you soon!"
"Yeah.."
-soon..-
Oikawa grabbed his car keys and started to head for the hospital.