Log 3: Breezy Days, A Calm Space

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.Masumi Usui 


Date: 5 December 2020

Day: Saturday

Time: 3:06pm


Entry:

Today is calm, the usual chaos of the other members having gone and it was me and the others for now. It was now in the mid-afternoon and I was munching on marshmallows that I had bought for me and Hisoka. That little boy in his favorite white jacket was curled up on the couch beside me and happily eating his marshmallows with a soft, satisfied look on his face. It was warm and a little hot today but I thanked the heavens as a soft breeze was felt ruffling the curtains and gently blowing against us. I was never really that social like Taichi or Kazunari so I was somehow calm enough to even have Hisoka come up to me like a cat. It made me feel wholesome and cute I felt myself smile down at the boy beside me. Not that it's anything romantic but I really do enjoy a calm, peaceful day like this. 

The smell of coffee was no longer filling the living room spaces, the energetic shouts of the hyper kids no longer deafening our ears and the practice room is now empty. It's a strange feeling, isn't it? I wonder what it is. Time seems to pass by a little slower than usual and I really like it. Maybe this is just the perfect opportunity for all of us to unwind. Masumi, meanwhile, is glaring daggers at Hisoka who has now dozed off on my lap in the middle of eating marshmallows. He has been sitting beside me as well this whole time but that serious look on his face still never failed to cheer me up every single time. He then pulled out headphones and handed one side of it to me which I happily accepted. Masumi loves rock music but I was surprised when soft acoustic songs began to play. Turns out that Masumi has been watching me happily singing along to songs that were suiting my mood at certain moments. He must taken notice of how I felt and chose this particular genre of music to suit both of our moods. I hid back a blush and didn't realize that Hisoka was now taking marshmallows from my unfinished packet and munching on them. I playfully poked Hisoka's soft cheeks as I watched him eat in a cute manner. Ah, the vibe really has changed a lot but I'm not complaining. I wonder what Tenma and the others are doing right now. 

I then looked down onto Masumi's playlist and saw the music title : Spring Love by J_UST ft Ahin. I had no idea Masumi would listen to Korean Songs too! I learn something new everyday and this is definitely a first. I have a feeling this song means something to him but I was too embarrassed to ask so I enjoyed the song in silence and let Masumi drown me in his usual compliments. Hold on, I think I can actually come to love this song. Masumi was now absent-mindedly fiddling with my fingers, then slowly intertwining them. I realized it and felt a hint of blush creep up my cheeks. Masumi has been completely smitten over me ever since I took him into Mankai for whatever reasons I still don't know but I have never stopped wondering why he only has me in his mind. Does he ever have any other interests besides me? He's still young though so I understand that a guy his age would have complicated thoughts all the time, not to mention his hormones going all over the place. Will I ever be able to come to understand boys? And does Masumi understand the type of love he's feeling right now? It could just be a puppy crush and he'll get over it eventually. That was what I had been worried about for a while. If he ends up heart-broken, how are we going to help bring him back to normal again? As of right now, the only person that can break his heart is me so I have to be really careful about his feelings. 

I ended up dozing off to the calm atmosphere and the beautiful music playing in Masumi's phone. 

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The sun shone brightly on Veludo Way that was deserted and quiet, with the occasional sighting of a stray running across the street and a few strangers walking down the street. Kazunari bombed our DMs with a ton of pictures he had taken during the New Years with his family. Meanwhile, other members were regularly updating us on their daily lives too back home, seeing how they had not forgotten us at all. I had heard from them that they plan on buying souvenirs for everyone at the dorm which overjoyed us all. 

I know hours have passed but anyways, here's what happened. 

So apparently there was a stranger that has been stalking Misumi on social media for weeks now. Misumi was rarely online so it took him a while to find out but one day, Kazunari came to him all excited and bubbly as he showed the boy an account on Instagram that featured tons of Misumi's pictures and also captions with strangely accurate informations about him, even his great obsession for triangles. Misumi thought he had gotten himself a fan so he ended up breaking the news to the rest of the troupe. But then as time flew by, Kazunari began to be suspicious of this account and wonder how they knew Misumi so well, where and how they got pictures of him, even those that were up close. Kazu thought it was Omi but the college boy does not own such an account since he isn't much of a media person. So the blonde boy decided to text the owner of the account privately but received a curt response instead, saying how they will only reply to Misumi's messages. This time, Kazunari went to find Sumi and have him do the favor of texting the user and the stranger finally replied. The blonde boy explained to Sumi about him having suspicions that he could be having a stalker so the later understood. With that being said, the rest of the troupe members then agreed to confirm the stalker suspicion. 

So as Misumi oh so kindly texted the user, the rest of us used that information to find evidence about the stalker. To do that, Matsukawa and I decided to install security cameras all over the dorm on both the inside and out. This time, I have a feeling we'll be able to find the stalker and arrest that stranger. 

I mean, it's normal for ordinary people like us to have stalkers, idols have it even worse. I honestly don't get what motivates them to do such a thing, I mean I guess I can roughly understand a little of their obsession but to think they would go to such lengths to even have one of Misumi's Mr.Super Triangle in their possession is just downright creepy, Misumi has never given that to strangers before considering how much he treasures all his triangles. I do feel worried for the safety of the dorm, no doubt but I hope this problem doesn't last for the whole month, it'll drive us paranoid. We all then came to an agreement to trust the security cameras while we stay here in the dorm. Then again, we have to stay alert. 

We actually have no idea what will happen tomorrow and I'm sure we're all looking forward to finding out some interesting stuff in the security footage. Hopefully we might get something worth it cause I really don't want our efforts to install cameras be a total waste. We texted the members about it, updating them about our current situation and reassuring them that we will be fine handling this without having them travel back just for our safety. I mean, I do want them to have fun with their families and unwind but they're a part of us and we have to let them know we'll be alright. 

As we began to turn in for the night, I made sure that we locked and covered our windows completely to hide any possible exposure to potential stalkers before we can finally rest. It really isn't easy at all, huh? Anyways, my third log will end here then. It's not that good since I've been busy cleaning the dorm and having a huge farewell party earlier so I'm really exhausted but I just squeezed whatever braincells I have left to write down this log. But now that it's done, I'll head to bed now, goodnight y'all! 


~Log end~ 







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