This part I have to say is the hardest part for me is been rough for me in this year I never liked it I was treated horrible/right so here's my eight grade year
This year started out great i was popular but i only kept close to my close close friends. There wasnt anyone hitting me i wasntgetting bullied i was passing all my classes i loved my eight grade year. But then i meet dan he was a charmer good looking guy we went on a few dates then he asked me out so of course i said yes. I thought he was amazing at first he treated me right then i got home one day and left a note saying im going to dans bye i went to dans he told me he was drunk and I believed it at first so when I went to his place and he looked at me and said "you know that your a fat cow and ur ugly too" I looked at him and started to cry right in front of him he said to me "I'm so sorry babe I didn't mean it I love you so much" he's said that to me everyday then one I day he said it to me and I stopped eating I lost a lot of weight he finally said I look beautiful when I was only skin and bones and people were worried about my weight but I told them my bf thinks I'm beautiful now. One day he walked up to me hit me then told me were thro cuz I wasn't skinny enough for him. So a few months passed and I meet a new guy named Mark he thought I was different then the other guys he dated so I took that as a compliment but then I realized it wasn't. I went to his place and he threw me and I hit the wall I feel he picked me up and started to punch me in the stomach and because I was so light it only took two hits and then I would throw up he did this to me everyday I would cry and cry for days because of how he treated me so I broke it off but I still was bulimic because of that relationship. Now here's for the happy part I meet another guy named Mark and I was really really happy he's one of the most charming guys he was so kind to me he never hurt me he treated me like a prince I was in love with him but then one day he said to me we need to talk so I meet him after school he told me that he's glad that he was the first guy that treated me right but i found someone. When he told me this I was devastated I couldn't believe it I felt like I did something wrong so my friend txted me and say hey I love you and uk alcohol can get rid of ur pain. So that day I drank and drank till I passed out I did that everyday when I got home he was everything to me he treated me right and then he was gone.
