A lost soul.

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I forget who I used to be before I was hurt, Ripped apart by the violence of love. I'm poorly glued together by mistakes and fears, These are the only things I'm sure of. Insecurity sticks to my core like cold during a storm, Emptiness is embedded in my fragile bones. Loneliness suffocates me, cutting off the air I need, These feelings sit in my body, making it home. When your brain only allows black and white, Nothing looks as it should, it's all a dark blue. Vibrancy and electricity mean nothing to tired eyes, It's even worse when you remember how colors were. Is life worth living if it's not being experienced, Going through the motions, a lost soul in a host? Wasted hope and days passing by in a flash, I wish I didn't love you. I wish I didn't exist anymore, I wish I was a ghost.

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