𝐰𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐧

𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏

CHEONSA

"Don't you want to settle down from work for a bit and get married ?"

I choked hearing that came out of my mom's mouth.

"W-what ?"

I swallowed the last piece of dumplings and gulped the water that my mom served.

"I want to see you get married before I'm... you know... gone."

Should I be mad or .... ?

"Mom ! Why would you say that. Of course I'll get married but just not now !"

I furrowed my eyebrows as the heat risen through my body.

"You're already what ? 26 ? You want to get married when you're 60 ?"

I rolled my eyes and scratched the back of my neck. Why is this even a part of our conversation ? Ugh.

"There is a guy. He's younger than me and his mom likes me so I think there is a slight chance for me to... whatever. That's just what I'm gonna tell you today. I'll get going. I have work to do."

I avoided the question by getting the hell out of this house. I grabbed my bag and hugged my mom.

"The dumplings were good. I'll visit you again soon. Okay ?"

She nodded and I got out of my mom's house.

I sit in my car for awhile thinking about what my mom just said. She's right. How many more years till I get to find a husband ? I'm currently financially stable. I can even have kids if I want to. I need to settle down for awhile.

But the problem is...

I want him and only him.

Maybe I should give up and start seeing someone. Someone that is not Kim Taehyung. Well... That's a heartbreaking story. Imagine not getting your four years crush. I should've not chased him from the beginning. I've loved him for years and I still do but I didn't get anything in return. Does that mean I wasted all my years loving him ? Is it really a waste of time ?

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"Oh my god ! Jungkook ? You're here too ? Where's Yoongi ? You stole him from me ! Ugh."

I groaned while hugging him. He patted my back and laughed.

"He's taking a shit. Here have some of these first."

I looked at him weirdly. Did he really just say that out loud ? Jungkook pushed the three plates of cakes on the table as a gesture for me to take it.

"I have something to tell Yoongi and you. I mean it should be just Yoongi but you're here so why not."

I talked as I rolled my eyes.

"You hate me that much ?"

He scoffed before cutting a little piece of the cake with his fork.

"Well... sorry to break it to you but I don't care whether your answer is yes or no."

He continued while putting the cake into his mouth.