𝐰𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐧

𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒓𝒆

TAEHYUNG

"Taehyung."

I sighed again for the hundredth of times tonight. On this table.

I put down my cutleries and looked at my mom. I glanced at my dad that chewed the last pieces of salmon that the chef and my mom made together.

"Do you have something to say to me ? I know this is so sudden but what happened ? Why are you being like this ? Yes. I'm questioning your past. What did you go through that made you like this?

What is going on ? Who told her something about my past ?

"What ?"

I furrowed my eyebrows confusingly making her look stupid.

"Cheonsa told me that something happened in the past that made you the person you are today. Look at you now. Cold hearted man that doesn't even look at people that truly gives an actual damn about you."

I clenched my teeth as the words came out of my mom's mouth. I started to feel sweats coming out of my hands. I stared deeply into my mom's eyes and pushed away my plate.

I got up and turned my back to leave. I'm not gonna eat with them if my mom is acting completely fucking stupid.

"Taehyung. Your mom just asked a question. She didn't even say something offensive. What is wrong with you ?"

My dad voiced out after he gulped his red wine and put it on the table.

"How did you know it wasn't offensive ? I am offended. So can you guys just mind your own god damn business if you want to spend a lovely time with your son."

Maybe I am a bit dramatic but they pissed me off.

My dad pulled down his coat sleeves and stood up.

"She doesn't even know shit about what happened to you in the past. That's why she asked you."

He told and started to come to me.

I let out the palm of my right hand so he won't come any closer as I grabbed my keys and wallets.

"I'm out of here. The food was great. I enjoyed it. Thank you very much."

I smiled sarcastically and got out of the house.

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Am I really turning into the most sensitive human being ever ?

I truly fucking hate it here.

At this moment, I feel like I want to slap the hell out of Cheonsa. What the fuck did she say to my mom ? How does she knows about me. The old me.

I stepped on the gas paddle to start driving around.

I roamed around the cities with no places to go while questioning my life.
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I stopped at an abandoned hillside building. I opened the compartment on the dashboard and took out my juul.

I went to the rooftop where I can see the whole city.

Sometimes there's thoughts that running through my mind and almost all of the thoughts are so bad. The most common thought that runs through my head is that I don't want to be here.

I don't know. Sometimes I don't want to be here mentally and sometimes I don't want to be here physically.

I slowly inhaled the juul in my hand while looking at the full moon that appeared tonight. Murmuring some little wishes.

I wish the pain in my chest would be gone forever. Someone please come and heal my pain. I'm still waiting.

little does he know, the person who's going to heal his pain is in front of his eyes this whole time.

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CHEONSA

"Taehyung. Please tell me what did I do. I don't know why you are acting like this. You didn't even listen to what I said during the meeting."

I crossed my arms and let out a huffed.

"What did you say to my mom ? Do you know something about me ?"

Taehyung started to throw these questions to me. I walked towards him and furrowed my eyes brows.

"What do you mean ? I didn't say anything to your mom and I know something about you ? I think I kinda know that deep down you actually love me but you're scared to confess."

I spoke as I was trying so hard to not laugh. He looked at me like he was about to beat the fuck out of me. I looked at him while bursting out a laugh.

"I was just joking but seriously, I don't know anything but you can talk it out with me if you want to. I would always be here for you, Taehyung. Never even once I left your side. I'm always here just in case if you need someone."

I smiled softly and patted his shoulder. He looked at me with a blank face and walked out of the meeting room.

I grabbed my bags and ran outside to stop Taehyung.

"Taehyung !"

He walked away ignoring me.

I got closer to him and pulled his hand. He clicked his tongue and let out an exhausted exhale.

"What ?"

He looked at me with his tired eyes that never fails to get me lost in it.

"I-"

I nervously gulped down my saliva and blinked twice.

How can a person look this gorgeous. I feel like I want to run my hands across his cheeks and brush my fingers through his hair. I want him to touch me. Skin to skin contacts that would send chills. Sending it spirals through out my body and causes the impetus for me to shutter in response. I want the spectacular feeling floods through my system and leave me urging for more. I want the sparks to emanates from his hands that touches me and enraptures my body. I just want him to give me a toe curling kiss that would make me-

"Park Cheonsa ! You were stopping me from leaving and now you're day dreaming in front of me ? You are wasting my time. I'm going-"

"No ! Please don't go. I'm sorry. I just want to invite you to dinner with me tonight. At my house."

He looked at me with his hands in the pockets of his Alexander Mcqueen pants.

"I'll think about it. If I'm not there past seven, that means I'm not coming."

He instantly walked away after saying that. Leaving me dumbfounded.

I groaned and clenched my hands. This man would be the death of me. Ugh.

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Two point of views because
I just can't live my life without
cheonsa's pov T_T