They saved my life! Thank you One Direction!

How it all started.

I was 3 years old and my big sister just found out about the new big boyband One Direction. She started to listen to them all the time. And when I got older and I got my first phone, I started a fan account for the boys. And I made my own playlist on Spotify. When I turned 9 everything changed.

Let the story begin!

I woke up because I needed to go to the bathroom. So I went in to the bathroom and then I saw a little sharp thing on the shelf. It was blood on it and I got scared. And then I remembered that my sister put a bloody t-shirt in the washer yesterday. And then it hit me, she hurt herself. I ran in to my room and listened if my sister was awake. But she wasn't. So I went back to bed but I couldn't sleep I just lay awake and thought about my sister. What if I loose her? What am I supposed to do? I woke up the next morning and I heard my sister in her room so I knocked on the door.
- Who is it? She said.
- It's me Lova. Can I come in? I said.
- Sure, she said.
So I went in to her room and I sat down on her bed.
- What is it sweetheart? She said.
- Are you okey? I said.
- Yes I am. Why do you wonder that?
- Because yesterday I found a sharp thing in the bathroom with blood on it. And yesterday you put a bloody t-shirt in the washer. And you haven't eaten anything in days.
- If you tel mom about this I'm never ever going to talk with you again! Do you here that?
- Yes I here you. But why?
- Because if you do it I'm can't be with you.
- Okey I won't tel anyone.
I was to little to understand how bad this could go. I started to worry about my sister so much. And one day when my sister was on her way to school she passed out on the train. They called an ambulance and they called my parents and they went to the hospital. And my mom come in in the room she was in and then she saw her scars and she started to cry. And then the doctor came in.
- I have some bad news, the doctor said.
My mom didn't say anything she just started to cry and my dad looked so worried.
- She has an eating disorder, and she needs to be in a special room. Where she gets a thing in her nose so she gets food in her.
And then I realised how bad this was.