Taeyong stared at me with his big dreamy eyes as I sat there in shock.
He does like me?
Lee Taeyong likes me?
His words left me dumbfounded, but before I could answer my door swung open.
“Yuta?” I said confused. Why is he here?
“Y/n!” he said as he ran up to me but stopped when he realised Taeyong was also in the room.
He looked confused and Taeyong looked uncomfortable.
“Why are you here?” I asked breaking the tension.
Yuta, still breathless replied “I came for you. I wanted to check on you” he did a small smile and I couldn’t help but feel the warmth from his care, and crack a small smile myself.
“Hi Hyung” Yuta said and Taeyong got up said goodbye to me, without looking at Yuta, and left the room. “Did I interrupt something?” Yuta asked as he searched for something in his backpack.
I just shook my head and watched as he smiled at me. But I wanted to go after Taeyong. I want to tell him I like him back, but I don’t know why I didn’t.
Yuta moved closer “So, since I didn’t get to properly see you this morning, I thought we could do something now?” and he bent over and pulled out a laptop with a bunch of Harry Potter movies.
“I asked Jungwoo, who asked Chaeryeon, and she said you love these, so I got them to cheer you up” Yuta giggled as he waited for my reaction.
But I couldn’t believe it, Taeyong said he likes me? But I didn’t say anything back, ugh, I want him to know I feel the same.
I looked at Yuta and saw his big smile revealing his white teeth. I admired his beauty as I scanned his face. Woah wait, y/n what are you even saying?
Yuta smirked “So do you want to watch the movie or my face?”
I immediately snapped out of my thoughts and I felt my face getting hot “Oh no, we can watch the movie now” I said nervously and Yuta just giggled. Holy shit, what is going on with me today?
We were on “Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire” (that’s the 4th movie for y’all uncultured swines) and Yuta was asleep. I quietly got up from the couch and went to the bathroom, finally sometime alone. I looked at myself in the mirror, hating every second. I looked at the marks on my body, my war marks Taemin left, ugh, I feel nauseous just thinking about him. It’s okay y/n, you can do it.
I walked out of the bathroom and found Yuta awake.
“Yah, why didn’t you wake me up!” he whined and I just shrugged he then pouted “Is it because you wanted to watch me sleep?”
“Yah! No” I said and I hit him with a pillow, but that was a mistake, because he grabbed the closest one to him and hit me with it making me fall all over. Our pillow fight continued until Yuta my pillow out my hand, so I ran passed him to fetch another, but he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer to him.
My hands were placed on his chest while his were on my waist. I felt my cheeks grow hot and Yuta’s face move closer “I can’t resist you for any longer, may I?” he whispered and without answering I crashed my lips against his, kissing him roughly. I felt bad because I was only using Yuta for comfort, but something in me also wanted to kiss him.
I pulled him closer by his collar, deepening the kiss, which caused Yuta to moan softly. He moved from my lips down to my neck and it was at that moment I realised what I was actually doing, and I needed to stop it. I pulled back and looked at Yuta “I’m sorry, I think you should go now” I said as I turned around not wanting to face him after what I’d done.
