the king ||oisuga||

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suga cluelessly looked around to where he was. he didn't even know how long had it been since he ran out. what was worse that he had bought nothing with him. he couldn't help but curse at himself. his apartment keys, dorm keys, car keys- heck even his phone. he was completely empty-handed.

seeing there were a less amount of people around, he could only guess it was late.

he was finally able to find his way back to his workplace which was five minutes away from his university with the help of a 24-hour store employee who seemed to know the way.

he took a look at the cafe once properly and groaned.

mita-san closes the cafe at 11:30 every day- which means it's pretty late-- 

suga frowned at his own thought. the receptionist must've already left, how will he even get it? ask bokuto and kuroo to let him stay for a day? okay no. he'll have to wake oikawa up now.

are you even ready to face him?

...

reaching the second floor he leaned onto the wall outside his room already rethinking his life.

i don't know what to do.

of course, you don't, tch.

"i'll just" he walked to the door not exactly wanting to face oikawa. "sleep outside- oh- oh it's open" suga slowly stepped into the dorm peeking his head in first to see if oikawa was awake or not. 

all the lights were switched off except for the one on his study table and oikawa was laying on his own bed curled into a ball facing the wall. suga almost got teary-eyed at the sight. 

he snapped at him when he was not supposed to. oikawa was simply worried about him. he knew it. he knew so god damn well. and yet he- suga couldn't help but have the urge to punch himself. oikawa was waiting, he was being patient, he was waiting- and suga was completely avoiding it without realising it affecting his boyfriend.

killing myself seems so tempting right now.

how about you talk to him instead?

suga took a deep breath tip-toeing inside towards the closet to change out of his clothes. he glanced around the room, all his stuff was back to its original place, and there was a plate kept on the kitchen counter with a plate covering it. most probably the food iwaizumi got.

iwaizumi-san must have left too-

getting into the bathroom he finally changed out of his clothes and washed his face feeling a little better than before. but the guilt inside still remained and it just got bigger. 

 oikawa had cleaned up his side of the room and kept food for him, he even left the door open knowing suga walked out empty-handed and had no access to entering the dorm or going anywhere. 

you're an idiot koushi.

suga walked out of the washroom and just stood there for a while thinking. should he talk to oikawa right now? or tomorrow? he hesitated before looking towards oikawa who was still in the same position as he was before. his eyes were closed but it was hard to tell if he was awake or not.