in my mind

chapter two

Well, I stopped it again. It's been two weeks. They have been happening almost every single day and I don't know why. They are so annoying sometimes I don't want to get out of bed. Some voices stop when I don't eat for the day. People stopped talking to me because of how different I am. Really it's probably because I've been avoiding people. I just stopped trusting people. My friends have been trying to find me but I try to hide. I just don't trust them anymore; they seem so fake now. I'm just stuck in my own mind.

I've been noticing that I've been getting skinnier. I haven't had a good meal in a while. Most days I can't eat a little. Sometimes I've got the whole day not eating anything at all. It's all because of the stupid voices. The stupid fucking voices. The fucking voices. I'm so fucking tired. Every single fucking day I just want to sleep. I feel so SOMETHING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT. I just want to stop the pain. Maybe I should listen to the last voice.

Run...run...run..run..run.run.run. RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RU RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN.THERE A NEW FUCKING VOICE. RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN BY RUN.RUN FROM WHAT. I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND. RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN. OK OK OK I'LL RUN. FUCK RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN RUN. IM RUNNING WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO RUN FROM. DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING. KEEP RUNNING FROM WHAT. DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING DON'T STOP KEEP RUNNING. OK.

I just kept running until it stopped

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