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SKYLA'S POV
I hear Jasmine jiggle the door knob to my bathroom and I watch the door creek open. She gasped at the sight she saw
"Skyla what's wrong" She mumbled at me
"N-n-nothing Jaz. I just spilled Kool-Aid all over myself" I try to get out as fast as I can
"But why are you crying"
"I'm just sad. People get sad sometimes" I tell her while rubbing her shoulder to guide her out.
"Oh okay" She says while she runs out and downstairs.
I leave the door open a crack and eavesdrop to see if she tells anyone. I hear her rat me out so I hurry up and clean up then lie in bed and make it look like I was sleeping the whole time. I crack open my eyes just a little to see Jack, my mom, Cameron and Jaz all look at me.
"Honey I think you're wrong" I hear my mom say. I know she's not convinced, but I know she will still check my body...just like last time
As they walk around I notice Jasmine trying to convince them it was real. I try to listen but I feel so dizzy and light headed from my cuts. Next thing you know my out like a light
----3 AM------
(Nightmare)
I was running away from him.
"Come here little girl" he yelled down the dark ally-way
I start to breathe heavy while I try to catch my breath. Jason was following me. I was running away after a party
I kept on running down the ally but he sooner caught up and tackled me.
"I don't know why you're running away from me baby girl" he mumbled into my ear
"No, stop please!" I tried to scream but he covered my mouth.
He took his shirt off and shoved it into my mouth.
He took of my clothes. starting with my pants. I tried throwing my hands but he flipped me over and cuffed my hands with his.
After he finished in me and with me he just left me there. I had blood all over my legs. I threw everything on and tried to find my house.
(NIGHTMARE OVER)
I woke up dipping in sweat. I woke myself up from screaming No, stop Jason. I knew I had a nightmare but I avoided thinking of it. I walked down stairs into the kitchen to get some water. I grabbed a cup down and turned on a faucet and let water fill the cup. I slowly put it to my mouth and took a few sips. In the reflection I saw a Sleepless looking Jack. I turned around to face him
"uh- hey I heard you screaming are you okay" he asked
"oh yea. totally just was on the phone"
"it sounded more like a fearful scream, are you sure"
"yup"
"oh okay, sorry I was in the living room gaming and I just didn't know if you were asleep"
"well I'm tired so goodnight Jack" I yawned
JACK'S POV
I was playing some GTA when I heard Skyla screaming some guys name and saying no. I wasn't sure what was going on but I didn't wanna bother her. A few minutes later I saw her walk into the kitchen. I followed her and heard water running.
My God she's just so beautiful. Everything about her. Her face, her body and her personality. I love her sleepy face. She's gorgeous.
"uh- hey I heard you screaming are you okay" I questioned her
"oh yea. totally just was on the phone" she said softly
"it sounded more like a fearful scream, are you sure"
"yup"
"oh okay, sorry I was in the living room gaming and I just didn't know if you were asleep"
through her yawn she managed to make out something like "well I'm tired so goodnight Jack"
I let her walk pass me. Damnit Jack why did you let her go like that again. I just want to make her mine soon. I like her. I barley know her but she will be mine. I make a note in the back of my head to tell Cameron about her bad dream.
NEXT MORNING
SKYLA'S POV
I woke up to Cameron and Jack raging at there game in Cams room next door. I recognized the burning sensation on my thighs and wrist and looked down. I forgot about the cuts that I made. I made sure to pick out a outfit that covers both.
I hopped into the shower and let it overwhelm me. It burned so bad but I loved the pain still. It put me through what I deserve. I remembered the whole nightmare. I can't play it off in my head like I could when someone mentioned it. It was hard. It was like I was re-living the dream. It felt so real. Was it real.
I hopped out of the shower before I gave myself a panic attack from overthinking my nightmare. I was pretty sure Jack was catching onto what was going on with me. I don't, well I can't let my family or even Cameron find out. When they found out the first and "only" time they kept an eye on me. I couldn't go out of no ones sight. It was horrible for me. I finally got better after a while, but I was as better as they thought.
I decided to take the kids to the park today. I put on a pair of high waisted jeans and a Twenty-one pilots shirt that I got yesterday from Emily. I walk to the bathroom and brushed my hair and teeth then curled my hair. I did loose beach waves and light makeup. I threw a cardigan over my waist and then jogged down stairs. I grabbed a banana, water and then headed outside to the chair by the pool. Cameron then came out and sat next to me.
"Are you doing okay" Cam asked
"Yea of course, why wouldn't I?" I said
"Well Jack mentioned that he heard you screaming and stuff in your sleep" he said curiously
I scoffed "I told him I was on the phone...besides how did he know for sure that I was asleep?" I questioned
He sighed "Skyla, are you having the night terrors again. Are things getting bad again?" He questioned me like an officer
"No, and no. Things have been so much better" I lied with a small smirk
He smiled back, nodded his head and walked off.
I peeled open my banana slowly and took small bites every five minutes. I finished my banana within the hour and then got up to throw it away. I collected myself and my thoughts then headed to tell my parents that I'm taking the kids to the park.
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UPDATE: I'm so sorry y'all for not updating as much as I thought I would. I did have writers block for a while, but it seems when I listen to music and write I can just make this story. I'm not even close to the end.
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