I follow as Jisung walks through the store, stocking up on fruits and vegetables. He had his lemon dress on, which looked really pretty on him. It swayed with every movement he made, and it showed off his pretty collarbones.
It was cold out, but these dresses were so worth it. We got a few stares from people, and a lesbian complimented us, which made my self-esteem skyrocket.
"I think that's all I need. Do you need food?"
"Umm, no, I don't think so." I shake my head.
"Okay. Come on then." He holds my hand and we walk to the checkout counter.
"Did you find everything okay?" The cashier asks.
"Yes, I did, thank you." Jisung answers with a smile.
The cashier rings him up and he pays while I just stare at him. He was so beautiful. He looks at me and blushes.
"What?" He giggles.
"Nothing." I hold his hand.
He collects his bags and we go back to put his groceries in his car. We walk hand-in-hand to the deli and I pay for lunch.
"Have a great day, si.... ma'a... si..?"
"Thank you so much." We smile.
We leave and giggle some more. We go sit in the open trunk of my car, eating food. I blush and look away from him.
"You're so pretty." He says happily.
I blush redder and feel his hand hold mine. My stomach swirls and my mind blanks. I'm stuck in a state of nervous euphoria.
I swing my feet and look at him. He kisses my cheek. I gasp.
"Jisung, ca-an we be boyfriends?" I ask quietly.
He smiles excitedly. "Yes!"
I sigh in relief and reach for him again. I kiss his lips and feel something falter in my mind. Maybe it was just my anxiety going away for once.
-4:47 PM-
I adjust my hoodie and get up to go to the kitchen. Chan was in there. He smiles. I feel a wave of dizziness come over me I hold my forehead and grab onto the counter.
"Are you okay? You should sit down." He says.
I feel my legs give out from under me. My eyes roll back and I could sense myself losing consciousness. Chan gets me on my side and grabs his phone from his pocket.
I go blank and start seizing.
-7:12 PM-
"Minho, are you awake? Look at me, Minho." Chan says with his hands holding mine.
I sniffle and taste blood in my mouth. I bit my tongue again, of course. There was beeping and low lights. I take a deep breath and look at Chan.
"Can you hear me?"
I sigh and nod softly. He pets my face.
"Can you talk to me, me?'
I cough in his face instead and feel my head falling back again.
