𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗢𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗪𝗵𝗼 𝗟𝗶𝗲- cnco (on hoId)

𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

CHARISMA

People are staring at me.
The entire school knows about my stepmother.
Or should I say my late step mom?

They all offer their condolences but it's all a mask.
No one knew her.
She'd moved probably a year ago and she had about 2-3 friends.
No one cared about her.
Christopher gives me a worried look as I walk past his locker and I put on a smile, nodding.

Because that's what I do.
I fake it. I fake being okay.
Because I can't show my emotions to anyone.
I cant risk it.

I decide to skip two periods of school because I need to get it all out.
All the anger.
All the pain.
I head down to the gym Maxim had built from his own flesh and blood.
The Black Rose Gym.
The gym that was going well until he was brutally murdered.
I head to the punching bags, pulling off my school clothes and grabbing some gloves and my AirPods.

My blood boils by the time I reach the section.
I start punching, my entire body burning with sensation.
Working out hurts like hell but it's a good kind of pain.
The sweet kind.
"I'm gonna find you,J" I grit out as my body hurts.
"I'm gonna find you and murder you slowly and with suffering"
My phone rings from the bench but I don't get it.
I'm too busy letting my anger consume me.
I scream, my entire body slick with sweat,tears streaming down my face.
Shit, I've never been like this before.

"Charisma!"
My eyes squeeze shut.
Not him. Why the fuck is it always him?
"Go away!" I say.
Christopher is not gonna see me this fucked up.
His hand is on my arm and I shake it off.
"LEAVE!"
I scream and I even sound broken.
"Charisma, listen"
"Please go, Christopher" I say for the last time and this time I feel the warmth of his presence withdraw.
"I'm right here if you need me" He whispers and he's gone out.
I sink down, crying.
I cry for Maxim.
I cry for Janet.
But a selfish part of me cries for the life I've lived and I'm probably gonna continue living for years to come.
A life where I'm never ever gonna be happy.

A/N ; charisma is my bby 🥺
who's on the sis list so far? i wanna know 👀