" As long as I don't lose myself while trying to get you, I'm all good. If I lose myself I'd lose it all. The only thing I want to do about suicide is being suicidal. I get suicidal when I'm bored and wasted. I'd live it up"
" He said he's stuck in the maze but everything seem Okay while it's not, he's insane but life's not the same, he feels cold while stuck in the maze, he's not going home".
"My current state right now:
I'd be speeding like a bullet, I'd be living life to the fullest, wanted to dance in the rain but naah, I might get a cold. Bloody emotions, insane feelings that are unsolicited."
"Come and go, it's just a nightmare. Some are real, while some are just the state of the mind. Now it's 3am, lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling, tears rolling down, dropping on your pillow. You're being silent, not knowing what's going on, you can't explain because you'd cry more, waking everyone up and do not know what to say. Right now you're being real to yourself. That's why I love 3am people; real, vulnerable and honest."
"Locked away. Lost in the dreams; dreams that would never come true. Wasted efforts. Perilous foolishness and underrated stupidity, which happens to be terrific and awesome."
"Finding myself. Losing it all, controlling the present. Getting what I want but not what I need. I'd be considered Nothing but a loser."
"Someone once told me: 'I want to help you grow and I want to grow with you'; Damn! I felt it, so deep'. I was asked why I love writing things connecting to love, while I'm here feeling unloved; I replied 'It's a strong and strange feeling, I have to fight it and let it go. Looking for somethin' real, then you've found love. It's awkward."
"Swimming in Atlantis with the fishes under the sea. Flying with the birds in space. Oh sounds like great fun. Then you drown, you fall, when you rise, you'd be called a winner and a loser".
"Tomorrow is not promised to anybody, we all assume it's there. Do things while you can, if you don't, then it's your vault." ~Dr. Rick Marshall~
"We're being led by Alexander, a man who is older than a Yoda. I can't really figure this out, I don't even know what it means and there's no rhyming scheme in this sarcasm."
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Goodbyes ♡Thoughts Of Toxiccheart♡
PoetryMy thoughts, my emotions, my unsolicited feelings. My everyday life and things that make me happy. If you're feeling down, I think this would help you grow a lot.
