Monster

Shower

Spencer went in first, Derek holding his hand so he could steady. Derek didn't want him to use his bad hand to touch the wall and be in worse pain. Derek stepped in after, he noticed dents in the shower. "What happened-" he stopped when he felt lips on his. Spencer, making the first move? He didn't care what his mind thought, he wrapped his arms around the other man's waist, feeling them rub up together, and Spencer moaned in their kiss.
"God," Derek moaned after they both had to breath. Stupid human lungs, Spencer thought as he stared at the other man. He was panting, like he had just ran a mile.
He could feel the water on his back, but he didn't care. All of  sudden his mind went to the door, making sure it was still locked. "What are you looking at, Pretty Boy?" Derek moaned in his ear.
"Uh, door," he whispered, nodding toward it. Derek looked, the door was still closed and locked, "What with the door ,Spence?" He moaned again in his ear.
Spencer couldn't help it, he didn't care how bad it hurt his hand. He grabbed the other by the shoulders and pinned him to the tile. Derek gasped, maybe it was his back hitting cold tile, or maybe it was, he'd never seen Spencer be dominate. Spencer took that as a sign to go on, wincing in pain. He started to kiss the Carmel skin on his neck. Sucking and nipping, running his hands down the older man's chest. "Spence!" Derek moaned, his eyes closing, not noticing the blood on his shoulder. Spencer bit harder this time, drawing blood, but Derek just moaned loving the sucking feeling. He didn't care if he was hurt, as long as Spencer was okay.
Spencer kept sucking on the spot, oddly loving the taste of the other man. He felt himself twitch again, and in a moment of sheer madness, he took Derek's hand and placed it on his member. Spencer's eyes rolled up into his head when he felt the older man touch him. "How did you get so good," Derek moaned.
"Honestly," Spencer stoped and blushed, "Ive'm a virgin, I've only read about sex." Derek's eyes widen, "My boy wonder," he smiled.
"I uh, I've been saving myself for you," he hiccuped. Derek new he did this when he got scared and took his other hand and cupped Spencer's face. Kissing him again, "Don't you dare worry." He sang. He just then noticed Spencer's right hand, the one with a the blood. Which now was all over his shoulder, back and chest.
"Let's get this taken care of, and then," he smiled, his eyes filled with mischief ," I'm going to carry you into that bed of yours and have my way with your tight ass," he growled. Spencer blushed more. His member throbbed agin, but he knew Derek was right. His hand needed attention.
Derek led his hand to the facet, blood being cleaned from tiny cuts. Derek already started to notice shards of glass, "This might hurt," he said trying to get them out, "we might have to take you to the hospital,"
"No... please" Spencer said, scaring Derek. "Kid, what's wrong with the hospital?"
" Penelope will get an alert when I get admitted and I don't want them to know why I'm in there..." he looked down, "that I broke the mug... I told Alvez that if he didn't stop... I would slit his throat. And they already thought I had stabbed..." he couldn't talk anymore, he was sobbing. Taking a deep breath, he continued. "I choked her... I wanted to feel her life leave her body after what she did. I choked a woman, Derek, I'm a monster. Everything changed... I... I changed. I poisoned men...all 'cause I wanted to help my mom." he turned facing away from Derek.
Derek stood shunned, I knew about Cat Adams, and I guessed about the Luke thing... but the poison. Prison did change him, he shook his head, he's still my pretty boy deep inside. I mean look at him he's crying. He's crying! Derek wrapped a arm around the others waist and twisted him around, almost making him fall and catching him.
"You could have called me to get the medicine in Mexico," he said, soothing him, running his fingers through the thick mane of hair. "No, they wouldn't have met with you,and I thought you wouldn't answer your phone,"
"And you know that none of that makes you a bad person, look at me, Reid, none of that. I know you don't want my sob story, but Buford rapped me, just like Cat Adam's did you. Yes, that's rape. And we both know I had an extensive criminal record sponged, and I've killed people Spencer. How many have I killed just because the UnSub had hurt you." He soothed, rubbing the others back. The other man just sobbed. "You need medical attention, and if the team says anything-" Spencer looked up and smiled, kissing the other man on the check. "We best get dressed then."
Spencer smiled and got out of the shower, followed by Derek.