I belong to a Leader of a gang 'oh how nice' NOT

Chapter 12

I sat at the bottom of my bed looking in the mirror watching the tears roll down my cheeks, i see a different person in the mirror. Her hair is half up and half down with ringlets coming out, the rosy cheeks noticeable as the white long flowy wedding dress is hugged tight to her body and the veil is light and delicate just at shoulder length. What am i doing? I cant do this? 

"are you ready my baby?" I jump a little as I hear a voice

I turn around to and he notices my tears and looks sad and worried as he takes me in his arms.

"Shh....its ok sweet heart you will be fine" he says

"am I doing the right thing?" i reply to him

"darling i this is what you want then go for it, i know deep down you want this to happen, but it is still never to late to change your mind, i am here for you and always will be. I love you so much" i put my arms around him and smiled knowing what to do

"thank you dad I love you too"

I feel a tear roll down my check as i sat there remembering the morning of my wedding. I come out of the memory as i see little rosy in a white bridesmaid dress with a green sash around the waist and green petals inside the netting of the dress at the bottom. She has the biggest smile i have seen her have since we have been taken away from our own lives.

"look cawwie, look at my pwetty dress" she comes running towards me spinning around enjoying herself dressing up and being the little princess that she is.

"it looks wonderful sweetie, you look just like a princess" i smiled at her making sure she is the one that is safe from this life style.

"Do you think you have found yours Callie?" Tammy had asked. Dan had told her she was to accompany us for the dress picking and Luke and his gones had to guard us.

"no i don't like any of them" i replied as this is the 9th dress shop we have been in, i refuse to make it easy for them and i need to stall it as much as possible.

"Callie there are no other shops around and Sir has told me you are to get a dress today no exceptions" she looked worried, i know why because she is scared of him, well I'm sick of him.

"There isn't one here i like, I'm sorry but its a n........"

"she will have this one with these shoes and that veil" I looked shocked as luke came in giving the orders, watching the ladies move around gathering all the stuff and Tammy taking little Rosy in to change back.

"I don't want any of that" Luke sighs and walks over to me, he puts his hands on my arm giving me a serious look.

"I am not having this Callie, you will do as you are told with no questions asked. If you say one more thing this moment that you just had will get reported to boss, do you understand me" I was about to protest but he glared at me and we heard Rosy come running out of the changing room giggling. i turned my head to look at her.

"If not for you then for her" he whispered in my ears as i watched Rosy come running towards me. I sigh in defeat and pickup Rosy carrying her as we head over the exit to follow our way in to the car.

"Hello baby girl how was your shopping day out with the girls?" Danny asked when he opened the car door for me and reached out for me to take his hand watching me to see how i react.

"it was ok thank you" I hesitantly took his hand as he gave me a warning look and then he smiled.

"good. now lets go eat and then we can go through some plans" he helped me out of the car and as i followed i heard rosy's little feet run towards me and she grabbed my other hand. Dan had saw this and smiled down at her.

"did you have a good day my little one?" he asked her looking all smug, she smiled up at him.

"yes thank you, i got a pwetty dress and cawie said i looked like a princess" i couldn't help but smile at her, she is the only one that helps me keep strong

"well do you know why she said that my little darling?" she shock her head at him

"because you are a princess" her smile grew so wide i don't think her lips could go any further and i giggled as she went running after Luke shouting that she is a princess.

"I love your giggles and smiles Callie" Dan had said looking at me. I stopped not knowing what to say other than replying with a thank you and carried on walking into the house holding on to his hand hoping this afternoon will fly by.