thank you BakuDeku

Dysphoric days

Deku's POV

I curled up in bed sobbing, my chest was showing because I had been wearing my binder to long and had to take it off before I did any damage to myself, so I was in an oversized hoodie that made me look kind of flat s long as I ignored it. 

"Hey Izuku Katsuki is here to see you," My mum said.

"Let him in," I said after a minute he walked in my room.

"Hey Deku I know what that grape did probably screwed you over and your probably having a shitty day so I brought over snacks I was thinking we could rewatch some All Might clip," he said and pulled out chocolate and gummies I smiled. 

"Sure let's do it, " I said we watched hours of clips and then we watched some of us when we were children we laughed at most of them even though it made me feel dysphoric looking at the ones before I came out but kaachan seemed to notice and would change it.

"Nerd if any of these make you uncomfortable you can tell me," He said and gave me a hug which shocked me for a second and then I hugged him back.

"I know kaachan I guess what Mineta did the other day really shocked me I didn't expect for that to happen I haven't thought about myself as a girl in a while and it makes me feel so bad and then today I could wear my binder and all seems to pile on me and then I didn't even feel like waking up this morning," I said letting out my emotions.

"Hey you shouldn't think about yourself as a girl because you arent you are Izuku Midoriya and you are one of the strongest people I know and if you ever say I said this I will deny it," He said which made me chuckle.

"Thanks, Kaachan you may be mean to be a lot but you pull through when it matters," I said.

So you probably wonder why I haven't posted I've been going through a lot I think I might have lost one of my closest friends my best friend could have a brain tumour and even when I did have time to write I was to busy sobbing because I found out my favourite cosplayer Mishkali has amnesia and doesn't remember her girlfriend so I've been sobbing