Beautifully Flawed

Chapter5

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Who are you to judge the life i live?.....I'm not perfect and I don't have to be!...so before you start pointing fingers make sure your hands are clean......-Bob Marley

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As I enter my bedroom I let out heavy sigh I didn't realized I was holding in....I need to text allii and tell her this !...... .......wait no...I'll just tell her in person......I quickly walk over to my bed and slightly fall against the mattress..... This is too much for one day I contemplate by this to myself... I opened my laptop to search for the vow of course to watch to occupy my time.....awww I still cry at the sad parts and laugh at the parts I find funny even though I've seen the movie like about 100 times already....by this I even know the show word for word....

What seems like hours passed and I'm still in the small bedroom laying down.....I try to sleep but each time I close eyes I kept thinking of him...the way he got jealous earlier.. The kiss...gosh the kiss....I really need to stop thinking abut this ... A thought flashed through my mind as I roll on my side to look at the clock...it's almost 12 which means it's soon Sunday and oooooh worst Monday is official my first day at college....... Gosh I was so caught up in everything that I almost forget that Monday is my first day of college and I'm not prepared or anything.... I haven't even thought about what I'm gonna be wearing..... How will the experience be?...what if I don't fit in?....what if my professors don't like me?...what if I fail my courses?.... What if my sponsors drops me?.......the thoughts all rushed in at once.....I'm overwhelmed right now.... I decided to think happy thoughts..... I close my eyes once again and again try to fall asleep....... I rolled repeatedly, I'm tormented..... My clothes is soaking wet....even though the room is slightly cool I'm sweating......feeling exhausted I claimed out of bed and remove the pieces of clothes from my body...I'm now sitting on the edge of the bed in my underwear feeling exposed I quickly grabbed a white T-shirt out of the top drawer of the chest of drawers.....I quickly pulls the piece of fabric over my head.......thinking to myself how ironic that I felt exposed in my underwear in my room by myself and earlier at the pool party in a swim suit I didn't......that's really weird....I quietly rest my head against the pilow and again for what seems like the 100th time I try to fall asleep......I finally fall asleep at last......what seems like about 15 minutes has passed again I suddenly woke up.....again I look at the clock it's just quarter to 3....I hastily pulled the t-shirt back over my head it's literally soaking wet.....suddenly there is a growl from my stomach...i really need to get something to eat I have as so caught up in the moments from hours ago that I didn't even realize how hungry I am until now....

It so early in the morning I can prob sneak in the kitchen and grab a cup of yogurt from the fridge or something simple..not too heavy... I quickly unlock the door nob and scan the surroundings to see if Aiden is in sight. Good the living area and hallway is Aiden proof!.....I quietly tippy toe over to the kitchen area fully aware that I'm now in bra and panties only....I quietly open the fridge sigh thank my yogurts are still there I grabbed one and quietly peel the wrapper and indulge in the tasty treat...I double quietly turn on my heel and head to the living.....thud! Ow I am on the ground with my yogurt spilling on my chest..."shit!"...... Shit! Shit!