27 DEC
7:31 PM
Spyder
Hey, how is it?
Toccara
I'm still good here
tho my friends are kind of uncomfortable with me, maybe bcoz we didn't see each other for a long time since i moved into Philippines
Spyder
Are you comfortable there?
Toccara
Hai hehe
But i kinda wanna go home now
Spyder
Why?
Toccara
I think they don't want me but I'm still trying to understand their situation
They seem fond of Fujin
di nila ako nikakausap mashado
I can still remember how we became friends and we loved kpop together but now, they seemed like they've already grown up that they don't wanna talk about our old hobby
it's just so sad that every time I'm trying to open a topic, they wouldn't want it
Spyder
Some friends are really like that
Maybe they don't want flashbacks
Toccara
Ganun din ba friends mo?
Spyder
No, they're not throwing me off even we're not seeing each other that much
That's why it's really important to choose who you're gonna be friends with
Those kinds of friends, I don't think it's gonna go smoothly
Toccara
Really?
Shall I stop trying so hard to get closer again?
Spyder
Didn't tell that, it's your choice if you still want to try or not anymore. Sabi mo matagal mo na silang kaibigan, right?
You can still go get closer again but don't trust so much because it might hurt you in the end
I've had a lot of friends and I'm in big circle but I don't really trust everyone there, I chose those friends who I feel safe with so if your instincts making you feel something about those friends, don't doubt it.
Toccara
you're totally right (个_个)
I don't feel safe with them unlike before when we were younger
I'm really sad about this reunion
Spyder
Ano bang gusto mong topic? Ako na lang kausapin mo kung gusto mo pang mag-stay diyan, para malibang ka.
And so you won't feel out
Toccara
Hai
This way, I wouldn't feel lonely
I'm just really staying coz of Fujin-san
Spyder
So, you wanna talk about that Fujin?
Toccara
Di naman po hehe
Have you eaten dinner already?
Spyder
Not yet
I'm just at the veranda
Umiinom ba kayo?
Toccara
Why aren't you eating yet?
Hai, miinom kami na beer
Ano ulam nyo tonight?
Spyder
I don't know yet
You started drinking and didn't eat dinner?
Toccara
hai, to be honest i'm hungry Ó╭╮Ò
Spyder
Why don't you eat?
Toccara
Nihihiya ako
I'm really hungry and i smell the steak on the Steak Grill beside this resto bar ಥ‿ಥ
Omo
Spyder
Can you go out for a while?
Toccara
Why?
Spyder
Let's eat on that Steak Grill you're talking about
Toccara
You're coming here?
Spyder
Yeah, I can drive. Malapit lang naman.
Toccara
Omo
ok, I'll tell Fujin
Spyder
👍🏼
I'll go get my car now, I'll message you when I get there.
Toccara
hai
You're so kind huhu
Spyder
See you in a bit
