Dear journal,
The alpha might get my forgiveness. He has been nothing but kind to me. He doesn't show any signs of rejecting me again but I still can't help but have the feeling something bad will ruin our relationship. That's all for today.
R.S.I woke up to yelling. My mate must have gotten into a fight with Jaxson again. Ever since Austin and Jaxson found each other there has been non stop yelling but this seems different. It's been a week since my friends came and Austin found his mate. Cameron was nice enough to let them join the pack if they wanted. They said that they would join if I was Luna. Of course I will be Luna, but Cameron first has to treat me like one. I haven't let my wolf out in a while. Walking to Cameron's office I notice that the picture of the girl was gone. I got to the door and knocked. A very faint 'come in' came from in the room. I open the door and was surprised to see his office trashed.
"What the heck happened?" I ask him. He was mumbling words non stop. I caught a phrase. "They want to take her away. I can't let them take her away."
"Cameron. Who do they want to take away?" I asked worried for my mate.
"You. They want you, Rebecca. A rouge wants my power and my pack they tried with Amanda. They want my mate. Do you know the rogue?" He asked mumbling.
"Yeah I know the rogue." I said. Adam always wanted power he always wanted more. He has tried to take over packs but that just ends with him being a rogue again. When he challenged the alpha of a pack and won the pack one after one challenged him. That ended with the pack slaughtered. He has tried to get them to back down so he could lead them, some do then become rogues. They would always ask to speak to me. I would help them get into Sliver Moon pack, while I am anonymous. The others, that didn't stand down got killed. He also wanted me for another reason, to make powerful pups. He wants power and I can touch silver. He will use the pup to take advantage of packs that use silver as a weapon but makes sure they don't touch it. "Let me see if Austin will speak to him or if I have to go myself."
"Your not going. He wants you." He commanded.
"He wouldn't hurt me. He wants me for reasons that would get you and your wolf mad." I mumbled the last sentence.
"You know why he wants you, Rebecca?" He asked shocked.
"Yes. I do know."
"Tell me so I have a reason to attack the rogue!" He was practically yelling.
"No. It will anger you and you will lash out."
"Tell me!" His alpha tone seeping through his voice.
"No."
"Yes. Please Rebecca. Please I need to know why. Does he want power?" I nod.
"He can get power I don't care he just can't have you." He said.
"He wants me for power. He know I can touch silver. He wants a pup." I whisper. I look at Cameron's face. He was practically steaming at the ears. He would lash out any minute. I get up, walked over to him, and hugged him.
"He won't get you. He won't have what's mine. My mate. He won't touch you. And if he does he won't have hands to do so." He said. He was relaxing to my touch. He seemed more calm.
"I am stronger than him. He knows this. Don't worry. I am not anyone's but yours." I shocked myself with the last sentence coming out of my mouth. His face also held a lot of shock. Then it turned into a smile.
"So does that mean I am all the way forgiven?"
"Not all the way. Just most. Make me some food and we'll see." I tell him. I guess he is most of the way forgiven. He showed kindness to a rogue, to many rogues. That is not like Cameron Shadow, alpha of Shadow pack. He has never let a rogue go, at least not alive. We walked down the stairs to the kitchen. He started to make me an omelette with sausage, green peppers and two types of cheese, mozzarella and cheddar. Once he was done making it he handed me the plate and I started eating.
"How did you learn to cook so good?"
"I had my moms help. She used to cook all the time. Now she helps around the pack house kitchen." He said. "She taught me to cook."
When I finished eating we explored the pack territory with my friends. Rose and Elijah made sure to leave around noon to put Kol down for a nap saying 'they can't deal with cranky Kol.' Soon it was just me and Cameron.
"So can I be forgiven already?" Cameron wines. He sounded like a five year old wanting ice cream.
"Yes but one wrong move and your back in the dog house." I say. He nods. He grabbed my hand and dragged me to a grave yard.
"Why are we here?" He brought me to a old headstone that read:
Gabriel Johnathan Shadow
First alpha of Shadow pack
Father, husband, mate, son
1002-1378
It's not unusual for werewolves to live over a couple hundred years or so as we age slower than humans. But in my old pack, the Silver Moon pack, we never see the first alpha's grave.
"When was this pack founded?" I asked shocked that the grave said '1000'. Most packs in the USA were founded near the end of '1400'. Most people were rogues.
"The Shadow pack was founded in 1255 by my ancestors. We were one of the first packs established." He said proudly. He spoke with a lot of pride for his pack.
"That's cool." I say in a small voice not really knowing what to say. "You seem to have a lot of pride for your pack."
"OUR. Our pack. Your my mate so it automatically makes it our pack." He smiled. Our pack? Yeah he was forgiven but I am not ready to lead a pack.
"Ok. Our pack." I say to him. He went from smiling to beaming. He looked so cute. His top lip curled a little when he smiles. He brings me closer to him and into a hug. I hug him back unconsciously. Sparks and tingles shoot through my body and when he pulled away from me I frowned. The mate bond has been stronger each day. The more I stay with him the more my body and wolf wants him to mark us to show unmated males that I am claimed. We get out of the grave yard in time for a pack dinner. I don't really have to go but Cameron wants me there. I am going to go as I don't want it be alone. I also want to be close to my mate if anything happens. I don't trust the girls I saw when arriving here. They were practically drooling over Cameron. I kind of trust Cameron. I mean he wouldn't purposely do anything to harm our relationship when he just got forgiven.
When we arrived at the pack house Cameron entered the dinning hall first. He announced about me being his original mate, that he rejected. He announced again, but to everyone this time, to treat me with respect. He then came out to get me.
When I entered the girls all glared, secretly so they wouldn't get in trouble by their alpha. I smiled at the pack. He lead me to the Luna seat, which is right next to the alpha seat as they, the alpha and Luna, are almost always mates. Sometimes when the alpha doesn't find his mate he would mark another. That wouldn't hurt the mates as they have never met. The only way for it to hurt is if the mate slept or marked and mated another after meeting their actual mate. As tradition the alpha and Luna has to eat first. Cameron goes and gets two plates of food, one for me and one for him. He comes back and once we both eat one bite the pack gets up and gets food. As we all eat there was some questions. They normally start by asking my my name and then moving onto my age. Cameron and me finish eating. We sit back and answer the pack's questions. We answered to the best of our abilities. Once we dismissed the pack Cameron and me start on our way to his house.
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The alpha's sister goes rogue
WerewolfShe was rejected. He was an idiot. This is my first book. Sorry for any grammar mistakes.